Earth Hour

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Tonight I am Electing Earth Against Global Warming. By turning off your Lights tonight you can help the cause......

Boomerang!

Friday, March 27, 2009

Earlier this week, I tried my luck on being a love expert but clearly I didn't make any sense. My friend didn't follow my advise. I was shocked when I've seen them together with her gold digging "boyfriend". I can't believe that she took another dive in the pool even though she knew that the water is shallow. The worst part was she is now ignoring me. Me and my big mouth right? I felt so left out and alone.


But even though she no longer want's to be my friend, I have no regrets for everything that I told her. I prefer to tell the truth and hurt someone than to tell a lie and make them smile.

So there's no need for a word-war coz that will make everything so cheap!!!!!!!!!!!

Love or Money?

Monday, March 23, 2009

I have a friend who is really confused about a guy she is currently seeing. She asked me if the Guy was really into her or is he only dating her because of her money.

For one, the guy looked so awful, he was like a picture of someone with a scarlet fever and some scars for a face. He had the thickest nerve for making my friend pay up for everything that he needs. I'm tellin you he's a complete and utter "A".

I don't want to burst her bubble just like that, but I don't want her to live a life of lies. So I said Open your eyes and see reality because there are things that we couldn't see because our heart was blocking the view. Sometimes we couldn't view things clearly because we wanted to satisfy what our heart had always crave right from the start, we refuse to accept the fact that he was just lying and we hope that he was telling the truth.


And after all this when we're all sucked up and exhausted that's when we realize that things are not going right and regret sinks in...


There's no one to blame because there's always that part of ourselves that needs to love and be loved may it be for real love or just for money.

My Doggies

Wednesday, March 11, 2009






Vintage Picture

This Picture was taken after our Christmas Party when I was still in Kinder Garten. Boy I was still young and naive. I could still remember some of the names.

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Top: Reggie Baylon, Jeff Brian Maglasang, Micheal Jabar, Me, Al Glen Dela Rama, Mark Ayuso, Kenneth Lubon, Lord Alexander Dela Rama, The Triplets: Faith, Hope, and Charity,

Sitting: Rolly Anthony Orongan, Jay Nathan Jore, Kenneth Sotto, IDK, Liza Penagunda

Being Young Wild and Free

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

A lot of People have been asking me why I'm like this. They often labeled me as immature. Well they were right. It's me, I made mistakes but I learn from them. I don't live by people's expectations. I don't have any regrets with the things that I did but I regret those things that I never did. I'm not saying that I'm a good role Model. My life is not perfect.


Live your life the way you want it to be. Celebrate being Young

Enjoy!

Confessions of a Compulsive Liar

Monday, February 23, 2009

I know that living in this world is not easy. How much more if you’re gay with all the insecurities a person could possibly have. Added by having a dysfunctional family, then went from having it all to almost having nothing at all. I've been through a lot in my life. Lot's of stuffs that nobody even cared to explain because I don't understand everything that's been happening around me. I was lost and confused. That's when I got into alcohol and messed up a lot in high school. I was having a hard time trying to fit in. I tried to hang out with all types of people, bad and good. I lied, I bluffed, I exaggerated things, and I made up stories so that I could feel that I belong if they think that I'm all that. It's a madness that I can't just turn off. An addiction more potent than heroine.

And all those stuffs are haunting me now. Things got out of control and I think that I am to Blame. The People that I truly cared for are now going away. I'm dying inside. I felt so empty and hollow. I realized this when a very close friend of mine started to ignore me. He was fed up by the lame excuses that I told him. I know that I'm not the same anymore. I know I had to change.

As I enter a new chapter in my life, I have to renovate my inner self. Start anew. I can't continue living like this.

I don't want you to forgive me so that I could come out clean. I just want you to understand and maybe in the long run, slowly you'll find it in your heart to accept me.

I just want you to know that, No matter what I'll always be here for you.

So This is Me...


I'm Jan Errol P. Duazo and I'm a Liar.


I made it

Friday, February 20, 2009

This is one of those post that you might find corny and unnecessary. Feel free to close this window, I won't mind.


Today I just received the ticket to a better tomorrow. I'm now a Registered Nurse. It's a bittersweet victory I must say. Knowing that some of my friends never made it. I couldn't just rejoice at the top of my lungs.

This is for the people who have helped me along the way.

To My Parents for their undying love and Support.
To our Dean and to the Faculty, You Taught us Well..
To Miss Daryl T. Aramil, Mr. Giovanni Verano, Miss Hanna B. Pilario and Miss Abegail Uy, Teching me what I refused to learn.
To Reinaflor "anday" Jusay for visiting me while I was on rehab.
To Ernest Roan "lil xylem" Dalag, for the late night txts when I can't sleep because of anxiety.
To Keisha Najarro, Roldan Conde, Wynonna Salazar for pushing me up when I was so down.
To My Rehab Roommates, Pinky, Gergen, Lorelyn, Cyril "maretes", and Jane "dayang", Rehab wont be the same without you. Those were memories that lasts a lifetime.
To the People who believed in me, Thank you.
To the People who never believed in me, Hey Look where I am Now.

Thanks!


CONGRATS! To all the CIT PASSERS

Pre Valentine Dramz

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

There was this guy from my hometown that I really love. I swear.. Way back in my elementary days to my High School years. I know that it’s not right, it’s not even normal, I think. So I suppressed it. I left the town right before My Senior Year in High School just to close the doors of the past. I still come back every once in a while for a day or two, so that there would be no chance of seeing him. And it has been Six years since then.

I thought I was over him, so I decided to go back and stayed longer than I used to. It’s been 3 weeks and we've been seeing each other, hangout, eat out together. I know that I was over him. Well I thought I knew. We've talked about things and catch up on each other. Everything went well.

Till one night when we went out together. He told me that his heart was breaking. He told me everything about this girl that I really know and how she broke his heart. He cried in front of me and sob til dawn. I've never seen a guy break out like that. He said that he still needs me when he stumble and fall like what we used to. I think that it's just okay coz we're friends. She is one lucky B*tch.

What surprised me more was my heart. I don't know what to call that feeling but it hurts. I don't want to see him cry or hurt. Even though I think that his problem is not worth my time but I just can't leave him behind like that.

Right now I'm lost. I don't know where to put myself.


I'm really confused.



Am I rekindling the old flame that I’ve tried to put off or It's just a friendly PITY that I'm Feeling.


Please Help Me..