LL: Lorre Lately

Monday, March 28, 2011

Lately I've lost every single memory of happiness in my mind. I was so dejected with what's happening with my life.  I blamed this to AGE and CHOLESTEROL. I am always easily irritated and had violent tendencies towards myself. This really scared me. I wasn't like this before.


So I went out of my usual day to day routine and hang out with my friends... But to no avail they couldn't make it. That made me furious even more. I scoured the town for some people to hang out with. And I found my friend's prodigee.


People Meet The BAGETS







Hangin out with them made me see a new perspective in life. They made me realize that age is just numbers we attach to ourself it doesn't mean anything except the number of years we live on earth. We only get old when we stop believing in ourselves and when we stop the thirst for new things to do. With them my heart starts to pound (and I'm not in love this time) because it is filled with excitement. They never run out of things to do.


Some say that I only hang out with them coz I ran out of people to spend time with and that they are my only option. JUST SO YOU KNOW, they are the best option I ever had.

Screaming For MORE!!!

Wednesday, March 02, 2011

It was a Saturday and the wind was rough. It made the sea mad. Mad for big waves just the way we want it to be..




Meet the Plastics

Thursday, February 17, 2011

The Plastics are those people who pretend to like you when they actually don't. In my 20 years of life I've come to meet them all. Not one by one but all of them in one place.

Allow me to introduce the first plastic!


1. The Ultra Sensitive Gay with Sub Par work Performance and Super Sensitive Ego!
I guess the name says it all. This type of plastic will lure you into believing that He is all too good with his sensitive side. Once you see pass through that you'll see the evil beneath his eyes.! Mind you it took me 1 year and 6 months to figure this out.

2. The UGLY Damsel in Distress with Super Flirtatious Claws.
I never really liked this girl right from the start.I knew then on that she is up to NO good. But I still give her the chance to get to know her... and I was right!

3. The Vivacious Hunk with a killer smile.
This one is kinda hard. I was led on to believing that he actually cared but he really don't. He made me believe that we are friends and with that killer smile. I don't know! I am so dead!

4. The Evil Do Good-er!
This one is the hardest! This type could actually kill you. He will not just say things but actually do good things to you. He will kill you with his kindness. Do some errands and once he had your trust and all. He will drop you off like a hot potato.


Have you ever been with this type of People?? I have and that really Hurts.....

Passion

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Have you ever been to a point when you have to question someone's friendship? Well I have.

I just can't pretend to be okay when I am NOT!!! I don't want to hover on things that are not important. Don't want to spend my time wasted on people that are not real. I am mad. I am Angry. YES! I just had to let this all out.

Something went so wrong at work today. I just had to question someone's stand on this friendship. I know I'm sounding like I'm in a competition with his girl. But sorry to disappoint you, I know I'll loose that game. and this is totally another story.

I had asked some of my friends to scrub in the operating room today for we lack manpower in the hospital. And as if they were just staring at a blank page and as if they didn't hear me.. They still went creepin with some losers. I know It's none of my business but I asked them as a friend.. And that's whats eating me... It's not easy...

So i continued with my duties and dodge another bullet. I just couldnt take it. I was struggling all through out the entire procedure. I wish I could divide myself to be in two places at the same time. I did my best but I guess it wasn't enough. I just had to endure hurtful words that wasn't even supposed to be said. GRRRR

My mom told me that I rely on people too much that it would feel like the end of the world without them. I told her that were a team and who am I gonna rely on.. Sa ANIMALS??? Mom was right...

She also told me to be very strong to have an Iron heart.. coz in my line of work.. words will be said when people are stressed out.. I tried mom but maybe na lowbat today coz I was feeling like a total shipwrecked. I let down my guard and dropped my defenses. Im such a loser!! brrrr

Ok here's the MORAL of the Story.....
1. I've realized that Passion will run out once its filled with lust.
2. To never rely on someone too much.. I have my own two feet to stand on...

Let's Take It Off

Thursday, January 27, 2011


Everyone watches me and that's very overwhelming!! One wrong move and It would feel like the sky is falling down. . I was so desperate for a break...And when I had it there is no turning back.. One opportunity to walk out of town, I just had to grab it like no Other!!!!

Its funny how I live my life now... Coz this is the life that I hated!! I used to like the life of glamour and rebel on the things that society dictates... and Im now livin the opposite... GOD I hate myself!!!

Only at Mcdonalds

Monday, January 24, 2011

Leavin in the boondooks you'll be deprived of everything.. Including fastfood... When I arrived in the city, the first thing I did was eat my Chicken Mcnuggets, Mctwister fries, and have a mouthful zip of Coke float!!!



I soooo effin miss this. While I was eating this flashback starts to settle in my mind. Way back in college, after our SBO meeting the group will dine at McDonalds Rubber Branch. We used to think about everything and anything goes.Yes flashbacks do happen in real life.  And its not just blank stares or seizures or sugar high. sometimes I think about things too... A lot  of things...

A Journey To Real Life


Random Pictures

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Another set of Random Pictures!!!! Enjoy like there's something to enjoy












Wow What A Surprise!!!

Tuesday, January 18, 2011


My Mama and Papa today for a 2-3 days vacation... Yeah! They managed to have a vacay somewhere outside the country... and I was left all alone in the house with my niece.... and I had to babysit my niece... AMAZING (sarcasm).... When I got Home from Work feeling sooo exhausted and all.. LOOK what I found just hanging around yall.....







A SAMSUNG Home Theater System BABY


Then I thought,,, They should  go out of the country More often......