I thought It was Simple but it was Hell Complicated

Everywhere I go. No matter what I do. I still had that memory of you haunting me every night. I don't know. I just can't move on. I really had enough of this drama.  I was just wondering where's that happy ending that you told me about. I thought you never wanted to see me cry. But I guess this is what you were after.

 Now can't you see that you are everything I want. Can't you see right through me how this thing hurts me. You showed me what it's like to live. Now you've showed me ways to die with your big brown eyes.

People of my Year 2012

As the year is about to end, I think its about time I came up with the list of people who mattered to me this 2012.

10. The Boys of Ting Ting Official ft Leo Simpleniceguy- Vince Dale, Jason Pangan, Kalvin, Reane, Madix, Nico, Sergz, Niljun and J. I also call them my Boyfriend Collection. You guys are the best thing that ever happened to me. Thank you for the laughs, and the times we have shared. I really appreciate it. I know that you guys had a lot of games in your mind, just remember not to get caught up with your feelings coz that's when things get ugly.

The K-Girls- Regine Lepon, Agnes Oliamot, Christina Cassandra Velez- Thank you girls for riding with me in this Joyride we call life.You guys are one of the people who could keep up with all the crazy in me. When I do something out of this world, I know that you guys would come closer and jump right in. Always ready to have fun. Thank you for that.

Bedroom Selections

This is what we do when we are bored at home in our bedroom. We watch a video on youtube and try to follow the dance moves. This is a cover of a cover. Most of the choreography were from Ian Eastwood and Brian Puspos. The songs  belong to their proper owners. I take no credit to them. Thank you.


Madixlej Escolar

Snoop Dogg- Drop it like its Hot. Freestyle 

New Boyz- Freak my Sh*t

Jayson "tingting" Agunod

Chris Brown- Wet the Bed as Choreographed by Brian Puspos

Justin Bieber- Fall as Performed by Ian Eastwood

Give me some feedbacks.. Thank you!

What the Eff

Just putting it out there.. A lot of you was asking if I am in relationship with Jayson Agunod. Hell no! I am in no way connected to him as his lover nor his benefactor. TO be perfectly honest I see him as a close friend and nothing beyond that. I am uploading his pictures here on FB or anywhere else in the web coz he brings a lot of traffic on my webpage. hahahaha. So yeah.. Stop asking me silly questions or I will cyberbully you.. consider yourself warned... THANK YOU

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I Don't Do Drugs

J

Nico

Eane

Sergz

Me

So I invited my friends on a late night dinner in a pub. Nothin felt as good when you are with the people you care about and people you are comfortable with. I really had fun with them until a joke was thrown at me like a meteorite.

I just found it off and out of line. I know that he never meant what he said but it got me like a knife stabbing right through my heart. It brings all the pain from the past and laid it all in front of me like all the items on sale.  All my life I had been running away from this demon but it keeps on chasing me. 

I think its about time I talk about it. Maybe by talking about it would ease up  the pain I had been hiding since I was 9. My brother was/is a drug addict. Though he seems to be sober now coz he just got out of rehab. Because of it, I blamed him for all the things that happened within our family. I blamed him because I never get to have the things they had when they were about my age. I blamed him because I felt like I was robbed off my childhood and forced to be an adult. At some point I never understand the situation. I had a very wild high school life. I was doing all the bad things just to get my parents attention. I almost got expelled. Sometimes I asked myself questions to the things that happened but I felt like the answers were not for me. I still don't know. 

I think that this is the reason why I get easily attached to people who gives me the attention and I always end up being hurt when the attention runs out. Believe me. The pain is real!

So yeah! I just wanna put it out there. I hangout with people who do drugs because they give me the attention that I want and not some other things. I DON'T DO DRUGS. I NEVER WAS. I NEVER WILL.

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It was Fun

My view

Miss Jobbawakee

Miss Shiny Faye Sepulveda and Crislie Ann Almario

Shiny Faye with some guy we met... (aw bitter)

Shiny Faye

The Prettiest Face I saw that night. (im starting to sound like im a lesbian)

The dude with two other dudes and her

Leo

Best in Lansis,, Niljun

Them

The JOLLIEST GROUP BTM 4

I was out on a stroll a few days ago to watch a local pageant. I never really had the time to watch what was going on on stage because I had so much fun frolicking on the sidelines. This kids were fun. I saw the kind of fun that I used to have inside of me. They made me realize that we had to let go of the life we had planned for ourselves to have have the life that was waiting for us to enjoy.

I kinda liked the homey kind of vibe that the crowd had. A lil laid back and a lil rowdy. They got it going on. Til next time I meet you guys! Enjoy Life.

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30 Things To Do Before I'm 30

I am in my mid-20's now. I think its about time I post something like this. Something to achieve before I get 30. So yeah. Feel free to close the tabs if you don't like the things you're reading.

1. Get my hair jacked Rihanna style.

2. Lose a lot of weight.

3. Go to Paris France to put a lock on Siene Bridge and

4. Go to Disney World with my friends.

5. Watch the sunset in Santorini, Greece.

6. Hug a Koala.

7. Learn how to surf.

8. Watch Beyonce in concert.

9. See the Maria Christina Falls.

10. Go to Sagada.

11. Walk in the Walk of Faith in China.

12. See a real Camel Toe.

13. See the Northern Lights.

14. See a Ramboutan Tree.

15. Learn to wash my own clothes. (learning)

16. Have my own clothing line.

17. Tweeted by someone Famous.

18. Have a one on one sit down with Kourtney Kardashian.

19. Get lost in Times Square.

20. Visit Baguio.

21. Ride a Hot Air Balloon.

22. Learn how to ride a Glider.

23. Become a Fire fighter.

24. Get to touch a real Cherry Blossom.

25. Have a tattoo.

26. Spend a Night in an Igloo.

27. Meet 2ne1.

28. Watch SHOWTIME live.

29. Learn how to drive a car.

30. Meet my all time favorite ELLEN DEGENERES in person.

I will be updating this from time to time and see how many things I've accomplished before I hit the big 3-0.

Happy Birthday Nico Monicit

Whats up with the pose J?

I'd like to thank you for supporting all the craziness I had in me. Thank you for the unconditional love and respect that you have given me. Ikaw jud ang nag pa uso anang "Kuya". I like that. I know that I did really stupid things in my life its just that I'd like to find out who would stay after I did it. I am happy that you did.

I'll always be here for you if you stay right here for me...

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Exploring CORON PALAWAN

Gettin Ready

Seeing Beauty up ahead

Darayonan: A Place Like Home

The Doorway

The Lobby

Our Backyard.. 

Our Backyard by night. 

Darayonan lived up its promise to make you feel like you are right at home while you are checked in. With the occasional interruption of electricity as an added bonus to its homey kind of feel. I really like the laid back kind of feeling that place radiates. 

Stay at Darayonan and be treated like the way your mom treats you. TENDER LOVIN CARE!!!



photo credits: Atty. Rey Caayon