#thankful

 i am so blessed that my mind is now in a safe place.

Ghosting

 

TRIGGER WARNING: Don't read if you're sensitive.

Why is it so hard for guys to say goodbye. Seems to me like nobody have the balls to say it. They simply just disappear. And I'll just let them fly and blame myself. This was the cycle. It took me a while to realize that there was nothing wrong with me. I fell in love or should I say they made me fall in love and always never get the closure I deserve. Boys just leave. 

SO whoever invented ghosting is a piece of crap. There's a special place in hell for people for people who makes people like me believe that they are loved and then then leave without telling them why. 

And the thing is.. Months later they always crawl right back. 

Tantan's Birthday in Bantayan Island CEBU

 

Bantayan Island, Cebu

 

Two Crazy Monkeys in Bakhawan Daanbantayan

 We met each other at a time in our lives when people used to cheer louder than our snores. Funny how, somehow we never drowned in those cheers. I hope that we will stay longer, a lot longer than the summer we used to prepare for pantaland. 

I remember the times when we go out at night drinking and I used to take you guys home in my motorcycle but now you guys pick me up at home as we go out for a drive or stay in places that we only dream and talk about before.

I know this is why we are special to each other.

Birthday Trippin

Surround yourself with people that makes you breath easy. Anything you need you can just call them. 

We went on a quick trip to Bantayan Island, what was meant to be a one day thing turned out to be more than that. 

Yeah we are spontaneous just like that. Fuck it up and all them girls think they could!

35

Turning 35 is such a big milestone in my life. I’ve been told that I already spent nearly half of my life. And that thought scares me. Imagine I only have 35 more years to live. 

With that in my mind, I made a conscious effort to spend those years with those who are important to me.

My family and friends. Family matters most friends come in second. 

Believe me when I say that there are only a very few people who really hits the mark when we say friends.

Friends help you grow. Grow as a person. Grow professionally and spiritually.

Friends support you. For people like me who creates a lot of content online. Support comes in a simple like or share. It means a lot. Im not even kidding. 

There’s a lot more things that I have learned in life. 

Change is constant and that you should learn to adapt. 

People grew apart. Sometimes when your purpose is over so does the loyalty.

Life is beautiful but you only have one. So live it well.

Conflicted

 Just recently, I’ve been really conflicted mentally and emotionally. See the thing is. I don’t really like it when random people or even acquaintances would reach out to me because they would ask favors from me. 

Believe me when I say that I used to really love doing this random acts of kindness to everyone with all my heart. It used to be a joy to my heart. Used to be because I don’t fell the same way anymore. I’ve been used and I’ve been taken advantage of by people who don’t even deserve a word on this post. 

My facebook friends kept shrinking because of this. I guess this is what they say about people and time. 

This is What WE Mother Mother Love

 

Bogo City is really different. Now I can finally say that I run through the city and run through the lights. Sugarcanes swayin on the streets like nobody's around so now we can call the streets a freeway. HAHAHA. I have to put it down for the boys. I got Pablo who is so dope. I got Kenny with me and I got Nicko on the low with Ceejee by my side. Now girls diss as we celebrate. Please stay on your lane if you don't understand my language. 

SEE WHAT I DID THERE?

Christmas Party 2021