Monday, December 27, 2021

 Just recently, I’ve been really conflicted mentally and emotionally. See the thing is. I don’t really like it when random people or even acquaintances would reach out to me because they would ask favors from me. 

Believe me when I say that I used to really love doing this random acts of kindness to everyone with all my heart. It used to be a joy to my heart. Used to be because I don’t fell the same way anymore. I’ve been used and I’ve been taken advantage of by people who don’t even deserve a word on this post. 

My facebook friends kept shrinking because of this. I guess this is what they say about people and time. 

This is What WE Mother Mother Love

Wednesday, December 15, 2021


Bogo City is really different. Now I can finally say that I run through the city and run through the lights. Sugarcanes swayin on the streets like nobody's around so now we can call the streets a freeway. HAHAHA. I have to put it down for the boys. I got Pablo who is so dope. I got Kenny with me and I got Nicko on the low with Ceejee by my side. Now girls diss as we celebrate. Please stay on your lane if you don't understand my language. 


Random Photos from Malapascua

Monday, November 22, 2021


I really miss traveling. Even though I easily gets seasick but I really love going to places and being a stranger and ultimately having the time of my life. 

This pandemic is really making all of us have some type of depression and Im not gonna let it cripple my life.  Be a bad bitch like me. Let’s light it up.

Two Crazy Monkeys, Bakhawan Daanbantayan Cebu

Monday, October 04, 2021


Two Crazy Monkeys is a bed and breakfast accommodation located at Bakhawan Daanbantayan Cebu

It's nice to be back

Friday, October 01, 2021


It's been so long since we hang together. Felt so good.


Wednesday, September 22, 2021

There are times when I asked myself what ever happened to us. What wen't wrong with us. I really don't know.. All I know is that my anger wouldn't let me feel for a friend. I was young. She was young. I don't think that at that point in our lives we were ready to listen to each other.

I thought I was cool without her but I was not. So with just one message, the love for each other comes right back. Now all Im thinking are the times we wasted not being there for each other but we really needed that break. We needed that time apart to grow up and be more mature. 

I guess this is us now. and I miss you.


Just a Thought

Sunday, September 05, 2021


There are times when I wish how would our life be today if we don’t have covid. 

Life Update

Sunday, August 15, 2021


Just a little life update. Barely making it everyday.

New Milestone

Sunday, June 27, 2021


There are a lot of people I should be thankful for but I might forget to mention someone so i’ll just straight up thank God because for whatever you do and for every success you have, the Glory is all HIS.



To Dr Yurango and Maam Nilda (not my friends on fb) thank you for believing in me. I know that I am a handful and my mouth never takes a holiday but please understand that my demons are very hard to fight and sometimes they win and not without a battle.



To my God given family. Thank you 

To the family that I choose. Ceniza, Terado, Antigua Aton and Alburo Family. Thank you for also choosing me. You picked the best 




To Kuya Tining ate Mayel Martinez and Day Cyndy Sanshine Ygot Yurag   We are each other’s buffers , thank you for keeping a mighty stronghold.

To My CPH Esp. my Triage sisters. I know that times are hard and I know it’s gonna get harder but we will make it out of this pandemic. Hope is so near.

Saying that the 12 years that I have been in public service is like a rollercoaster is such an UNDERSTATEMENT. It’s more like a rocket science project that has failed to launch for several years but today it has successfully launched. That rocket project has already lift off but already on it’s way to its final destination. Up for more challenges ahead.

If you have read this you might have thought “siya mana ang bayot nga baba kaayo sa hospital” best believe that it came from pure intentions  of educating your closed mind that’s so stubborn coz of your guilt. I only open my mouth to protect what I love and so passionate to do otherwise I could’ve just sat there and stare. Arguing is such a waste of time for me. 

Looking back I’ll always remember the numerous times I have been in an ambulance and vomited a long the way. If I didnt love what I do I could’ve given up right away.

Remember those times? Ka-Jane Aton (you talked so much today but I still love you) Klynt Jan Aton June Ilyn Terado thank you for those nights of me staying in the city coz im too haggard to go back home.

This felt like a valedictory address. But who cares no one will read this entirely.

Bitaw oi happy ko. Thank you ninyo tanan.




Beach Day

Saturday, May 15, 2021


There's a lot of things in my mind right now and I don't wanna spend all day overthinking about it. So instead, I went out and took a dip in the waters of Bogo City. Luckily the beach is just a few minutes away. 

For the First Time in a Long Time

Monday, May 03, 2021


It's been a long time since we went out and it feels liberating that we were able to celebrate. Thank you everyone

What Doctors wont tell you about COVID-19

Sunday, April 18, 2021


As we all know that I got COVID-19 last June 2020, one of the procedures that you have to follow is that you have to be on quarantine or in other words, you have to be in ISOLATION.

Right from the get go, I know what to watch out for and when to report to a physician or what meds to take. All that I have prepared myself for but what I failed to make my self ready for is the MENTAL TORTURE that I have to go through while I was in my hospital room. 

The fact that you are in a room by yourself disconnected from the rest of the world would really take a toll on your mind. There’s no getting used to the amount of pain I went through and the feeling that in a matter of seconds you could be gone. That thought played over and over blastin so loud in my mind. 

Now as I look back on the time that I spent alone made me me see visions of the pain that came in to life inside my mind. It got me into wishing that maybe, just maybe, GOD would just say, alright game over. This pandemic is over.

I don’t want to wish anyone to go through what I go through but if you are already there and reading this. PLEASE KNOW that I am willing to help. I am willing to talk to you just to help you get though on your hardest nights. Just call me, text me. I promise I wont judge.


Malapascua Island Part 2

Wednesday, April 07, 2021


I know none of yall can do it like me. Well kidding aside. Let us all manifest the life of our dreams.

Malapascua Over the Weekend

Monday, April 05, 2021


There are things that I do that everybody could say that I go dumb on the D but this is not one of those decisions. I am very sure that my body and mind really need some time to heal. It makes me like a different kind of beast but still good at being bad. 

Here are some snaps for you to enjoy.