Cleaning up my Closet

Saturday, March 30, 2013

As I was cleaning my closet today I found my old high school yearbook, I opened it and walked through memory lane. As I scan the pages, 2 pieces of paper fell on the floor. One was my letter to my mother which I never had the courage to give to her. It was written probably 7 years ago, my freshmen year in college.
My High School Yearbook and it's upside down

my letter to my mother

I know I have a bad penmanship. So I typed it for you.

Dear Mama, 
Let me start by saying I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I didn't turn out to be exactly the way you want me to be. I'm sorry if I failed your expectations. 
I tried but I feel like I don't belong. I tried to fit in but I only turned out to be a misfit. I'm Bad.
I had a rough year and thank you for not giving up on me.
I love you

My Mama's reply.. mas bati siya'g agi nako ha..
Dear Lorre,
What are you thinking? You are everything we could only hope for. You are exceeding our expectations. You should never try to fit in. you are different from other kids. We know it all along. Don't feel sorry for what you are. We are so proud of what you are and what you are becoming.

Love you always,

You know how things are in college. When things get boring in class. I used to scribble on my notebook or any piece of paper that I could get to hold. This is one of those scribbles. I don't know how and I don't know when she wrote her reply. What bugles me is how did she know about my letter. My yearbook was just sitting in my closet since the day I got it. NAKAKAHIYA NA!!!But still.. I LOVE YOU MOM!!!

Congratulations Graduates of 2013

Saturday, March 23, 2013

It's time to of year again when people bid goodbye to High School or College, I was just wondering if it's just me or does everybody felt that when we are still in school we couldn't wait to graduate, but when we have graduated all we wanna do is go back to school. Kids believe me, it's a trap. All you think of when you graduate is your job, bills, your responsibilities and more bills.

School is a road with lots of twist and turns, not to mention a whole lot of love drama. This is the part of our lives where we learn who we are and know what we wanna be. The time where we experiment to know our limits. Slowly but surely, we take that road to maturity. Sometimes we take on life not knowing, not really sure of everything because in the end of this chapter we all go out with that thought that we knew, and we are ready to take on the world.

I used to remember this, "WAY CLASS UNYANG HAPON KAY MAG MISA". and those words would bring smile to our faces. Funny how when we graduate and when school is out forever that would bring tears to our eyes.

All that words would lead to me, wishing everyone the best of everything... WAY TO GO GRADUATES OF 2013.

Robo Formacion Photography: Francis and Cindy Wedding

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

The best thing in life is having a loving partner in your life who won't walk away in your darkest moments and loves you exclusively.                                            
                                                                                                                           - Reina Jusay

Summer 2013 is HERE Beach!

Monday, March 11, 2013

Feeling SLIM

For the past few days I've been dreaming of Flip Flops, cold drinks, lemonade, warm sand slipping through my toes, sunshine on my skin and shorts, Board shorts. It's been like this. Dreaming. I've been waiting to hit the beach. So on impulse, we went there last Sunday. What better way to start my summer and make my dream come true than to go to HAGNAYA BEACH RESORT AND RESTAURANT. 

Happy Birthday: Cayang Boy

Thursday, March 07, 2013

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As the day goes by, you grow to be much closer to my age. ahahahaha Always Remember that the best years of your life are still ahead of you. Keep your head in the game. Enjoy your day babe!!

Happy 43rd Birthday Baby Girl

Saturday, March 02, 2013

Always remember that I'll always be here for you no matter what as long as you would be able to handle what's gonna come out of my mouth.

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From Brother to Bother

Friday, March 01, 2013

Today I realized that I was just hurting myself thinking everything would be okay when I know that when I look into your eyes I see that you despise me.

So here's the thing. There was this someone whom I trust so much. I trust him with my life, even with my family's life. He was not my lover but I love this kid like a brother. I know that I am safe with him coz I can just speak what's on my mind.

The day he had some misunderstanding with his girlfriend. I know it was no longer my business but as what I've said anyone who hurts my friends hurts me too. I remember back in the day, he said that there was this girl that he liked but he was havin a lot of doubts in his self. I just want you guys to be happy.

That day I saw you guys practically just throwing hate back and forth, I know that I had to say something. I'd rather see you guys apart and be happy again than be together and emotionally unattached to one another. I just think it's so sad. As much as it hurts you guys. It hurts me too.

I was just wondering how did we let this thing get into us. I know I messed up big time. I said I'm sorry. I know bribing you was so wrong. I even dropped my ego. So dude, how's your pride going?

I think I've had enough. I'm so done trying. So this thing that you're into? Pretending like we know nothing about each other? Two can play this game too.