Sunday, January 30, 2011

Have you ever been to a point when you have to question someone's friendship? Well I have.

I just can't pretend to be okay when I am NOT!!! I don't want to hover on things that are not important. Don't want to spend my time wasted on people that are not real. I am mad. I am Angry. YES! I just had to let this all out.

Something went so wrong at work today. I just had to question someone's stand on this friendship. I know I'm sounding like I'm in a competition with his girl. But sorry to disappoint you, I know I'll loose that game. and this is totally another story.

I had asked some of my friends to scrub in the operating room today for we lack manpower in the hospital. And as if they were just staring at a blank page and as if they didn't hear me.. They still went creepin with some losers. I know It's none of my business but I asked them as a friend.. And that's whats eating me... It's not easy...

So i continued with my duties and dodge another bullet. I just couldnt take it. I was struggling all through out the entire procedure. I wish I could divide myself to be in two places at the same time. I did my best but I guess it wasn't enough. I just had to endure hurtful words that wasn't even supposed to be said. GRRRR

My mom told me that I rely on people too much that it would feel like the end of the world without them. I told her that were a team and who am I gonna rely on.. Sa ANIMALS??? Mom was right...

She also told me to be very strong to have an Iron heart.. coz in my line of work.. words will be said when people are stressed out.. I tried mom but maybe na lowbat today coz I was feeling like a total shipwrecked. I let down my guard and dropped my defenses. Im such a loser!! brrrr

Ok here's the MORAL of the Story.....
1. I've realized that Passion will run out once its filled with lust.
2. To never rely on someone too much.. I have my own two feet to stand on...

Let's Take It Off

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Everyone watches me and that's very overwhelming!! One wrong move and It would feel like the sky is falling down. . I was so desperate for a break...And when I had it there is no turning back.. One opportunity to walk out of town, I just had to grab it like no Other!!!!

Its funny how I live my life now... Coz this is the life that I hated!! I used to like the life of glamour and rebel on the things that society dictates... and Im now livin the opposite... GOD I hate myself!!!

Only at Mcdonalds

Monday, January 24, 2011

Leavin in the boondooks you'll be deprived of everything.. Including fastfood... When I arrived in the city, the first thing I did was eat my Chicken Mcnuggets, Mctwister fries, and have a mouthful zip of Coke float!!!

I soooo effin miss this. While I was eating this flashback starts to settle in my mind. Way back in college, after our SBO meeting the group will dine at McDonalds Rubber Branch. We used to think about everything and anything goes.Yes flashbacks do happen in real life.  And its not just blank stares or seizures or sugar high. sometimes I think about things too... A lot  of things...

A Journey To Real Life

Random Pictures

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Another set of Random Pictures!!!! Enjoy like there's something to enjoy

Wow What A Surprise!!!

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

My Mama and Papa today for a 2-3 days vacation... Yeah! They managed to have a vacay somewhere outside the country... and I was left all alone in the house with my niece.... and I had to babysit my niece... AMAZING (sarcasm).... When I got Home from Work feeling sooo exhausted and all.. LOOK what I found just hanging around yall.....

A SAMSUNG Home Theater System BABY

Then I thought,,, They should  go out of the country More often......

Post Birthday D-out!!!

Monday, January 17, 2011

My Pulpy Story

I just drank a bottle of Minute Maid Pulpy. They say it’s got ‘no preservatives added’. Aw, c’mon…It’s bottled juice. Is that even possible? So I thought maybe... yes because it had the real orange taste and doesn't taste like medicine plus it has the real orange pulp

I didn’t believe it the first time I heard it’s got no preservatives added.  So I read the ingredients (even the fine print) and everything checked out! It really has NO PRESERVATIVES ADDED!  That means it doesn’t have ingredients that may turn out to be allergens, or worse...carcinogens!  Whew! Now that’s healthy goodness that tastes so good, I... So recommend it to my friends who are so sceptical at first but once they tasted it they think it was real orange too

So okay, it’s got no preservatives added. That’s really good, right?  Not just because it doesn’t have those icky, harmful ingredients, but it also means... it is healthy. As easy as that.

So far anyone who still has a hard time believing that Minute Maid has got no preservatives added - meaning it's THAT natural, it's almost like it's plucked straight from the tree, it's just as Mother Nature wanted your orange juice to be, it's got nothing but the good stuff yes, none of those potentially toxic stuff that can harm your brain, kidneys, heart; cause tumors aargh- the list of preservatives' bad effects just go on!!! Anyway, just to prove a point on just how good Minute Maid Pulpy is 'cause it's got NO PRESERVATIVES ADDED, I'm gonna make drinking it a daily habbit. A part of my daily ritual.

Feels good to know about the real pulpy deal, right? C’mon show me a smile on the comment box, and you might win yourself a Really Pulpy Deal! (That’s a chance to win a Minute Maid gift pack simply by commenting. Sweet! C'mon you just might be picked as the lucky 'commentor'!)



Thank you For Making my 2010 Worthwhile

Sunday, January 02, 2011

A Brand New Year= A Brand New Life

I take it that everyone wants to start anew every year but we all know that, it doesn't happen overnight. All of us might get frustrated coz in the end of the first month we end up breaking each one of our aspirations. So save up that pocketful of dreams and pick up one dream at a time. Take those baby steps slowly but surely. Find the thing that really inspire you. Sooner you'll find out that each dream had its space in time for you.

And if you still end with a broken heart that you can't seem to mend. Have your friends pick up the pieces for you.

Focus on the things that really mattered. And Don't slack.!