Safe Place

Monday, August 01, 2022


The internet lately had become really toxic. I know saying this would sound very hypocritical considering that I am a very big part of it. Lived my life pouring all my thoughts here. As I keep pouring and pouring I never realized I was becoming toxic to some. Took me a while to realize that.

You know when you are used to saying whats in your mind, you get numb with what you're saying. You thought it was cool. You thought it was okay. Not until you are on the other side. You push people away. Until you are by yourself. That’s when you will realize that what weve done is irreparable beyond apology. 

So we have to be very careful with what we put out there. We have to be extra sensitive with what we say. 

You fall, you learn and you stand up.

So Proud of You Fam

Friday, July 01, 2022


Today is a milestone. It tells you how far you’ve come and how much you have accomplished. I am so proud of you. Enjoy


Sunday, June 26, 2022


It was a very humid Saturday so we spent it on the beach.


Sunday, April 24, 2022

 i am so blessed that my mind is now in a safe place.


Thursday, March 17, 2022


TRIGGER WARNING: Don't read if you're sensitive.

Why is it so hard for guys to say goodbye. Seems to me like nobody have the balls to say it. They simply just disappear. And I'll just let them fly and blame myself. This was the cycle. It took me a while to realize that there was nothing wrong with me. I fell in love or should I say they made me fall in love and always never get the closure I deserve. Boys just leave. 

SO whoever invented ghosting is a piece of crap. There's a special place in hell for people for people who makes people like me believe that they are loved and then then leave without telling them why. 

And the thing is.. Months later they always crawl right back.