Wednesday, November 27, 2019


As what I always say to you. I will ride through the bullshit with you if you dont bullshit me. The thing is that loyalty is not grey. It’s black or white. I thought you were just too young to figure it out so I pointed it out for you. You cant be loyal only when it serves you.

It’s either you learn that or I have to teach my self to let you go. Coz life has taught me that you cant control someone’s loyalty. No matter how good you are to them. It doesnt mean they will treat you the same. No matter how much you value them doesnt mean they value you the same. Sometimes the person you love the most, turns out to be the person you can trust the least.

Blood makes you related. Loyalty makes you family.

See Yah

Tuesday, November 12, 2019

Have you ever been someone’s secret they have to keep? Well I have. Not because they don’t love me but because there is this unwritten rule that a man is for a woman and vice versa. 

I was a secret he’s got to keep and nobody should know. I guess that’s how it’s supposed to be living in the country where it’s predominantly judgmental catholic.

 I will always remember how he gave me paradise by just hanging in the rest that’s coming from his sweet embrace. I could always see the stars in the morning everytime I look in his eyes. How he slowly melt my heart with just a smile whenever I say something silly.

I love the fact when you pretend that you don’t care a thing about me but every night you’re waiting for me. I know in the morning we looked like hell but we made heaven on my bed. 

In this love we made no promises about each other. You just said that you don’t want me to love you so much coz you don’t want me to get hurt. 

So maybe you never get to say goodbye. Is it because you were afraid to say it? Maybe just maybe. So let me say it for you. In capital letters. GOODBYE. SEEYAH