Thursday, June 24, 2010

This past few days I've been feeling so empty. Confused? Maybe, but something just don't feel right. It took me week of soul searching and a phase of mood disorder to realize on thing. The Fact that I had to move on. Get a real job and work my ass off. Find something new.

I also missed the old me. The outgoing, wont settle for a routinize life. The one who won't settle for anything less. The one whose not moody, bossy and happy go lucky. I miss the old me. BIG TIME.


Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Just these past few days, I've been thinkin a lot.. I realized that I missed a lot of people.. they never really said farewell but suddenly we lost touch with each other.. I hate goodbyes coz I always cry silently..

Mama was right when she said  that "you dont know what cho got til its gone"

Way back then, we used to get ON every night. Used to do all funny silly things together.. and thats all there is.. all this things are way back then.. used to things....

Guess I Really Miss u guys....

A Gay Life

Friday, June 18, 2010

Wish I could take you guys back to the day when all of this craziness begun and defy all odds.

Hahahahaha.. How I wish this could all be real... But its true... I love him.. but he doesn't love me back.. Well anyway its okay.. At least, he doesn't spoil my dreams of loving him.. He knows about this.. and funny thing about this is..

I wish I could be stronger to resist but I can't. He always make me weak in the knees. I've been so careful not to fall but I did.. I know you guys are raising your eyebrows and I know that you wanted to tell me how stupid I am..

Well yeah I'm stupid.. I wanted to shout his name at the top of my lungs... And every time I look at the sky I see his name written in the skyline.. Stupid.. maybe more than that.. I'm crazy in love with him.. ha hay..

Wish B.O.B and Hayley were right.(.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kn6-c223DUU)

Wish we could make wishes out of airplanes then maybe all of this will come true..

Random Messages That Made Me Fall Harder Each Day with YOU!

Saturday, June 05, 2010

I know that Its just Nothin To you but you know me... Im good at makin somethin out of nothin...

June 4 2010 8pm He txted.. "hey Its been awhile, I almost forgot how you look like" Dang.. I must be lookin good.

I replied: " Its been like what a year now since we've known each other".  and he said "maypa mi sa imong papa, manakopay pa kog apan sa rizal friends nami"