Loving Secretly

This is really annoying but hey this is the state I am currently on. This is like suicide, waiting for someone to love you back. Craving for his attention and time. Allowing him to swoop you off your feet by just doing nothing.

Pathetic, maybe but you can't just teach your heart to stop beating for that person. My heart had a mind on its on. You can't just control it to like someone else.


I don't even understand myself why I took this road. All I know is when he's near I feel butterflies on my stomach and I see the birds and the bees.

This topic closes this way..

Nathadel Jore

A lot of people have claimed that they know the real Nathadel and I am not claiming that I know her that much but I think I've seen enough. We became friends since forever.

People don't know that she had so many alter egos. I used to call her names depending on the type of personality that exists with in her. Some of which are CORY, POPS, SPIRITS and the Granny. Remember them NAT????

She was there for me even though I never told her that I needed her. She was like the sister that I never had. She never told me "I told You So" when I was wrong and she was there for me when my world was crushing down on me. When I was struggling with my life she was there. She's willing to put her life on hold just for me...



God bless you MADZ. I know you will pass the Board Exam like I do. Keep the faith and just Pray...

A Lesson Well Learned

Today I received a text message from a close friend.

Misunderstanding the Sweetness of a Person Might Hurt When You Thought It Was Love

This is his subtle way of reminding me that my insanity about a guy had gone too far. That I've pushed the limits and that all I've done is not worth it.

Thank you so much!

It's Official.. Im a Wedding Planner

LOL.. Just out of boredom.. I volunteered to plan for a friends wedding so hopefully tomorrow all goes smoothly...

Loving on the Rebound!!!!!!!!!!!

So here I am again. Loving someone, so easily, yeah right, but I can't help myself. He was there when I need someone to talk to. He was my shoulder to cry on. He understands why my tears are falling. He did the sweetest thing in the world. He heard the sound of my broken heart. (corny ra) He makes my world like a beautiful rhyme I just hope that he won't change track.


The Saddest part is he is straight and he doesn't know that I like him.

You could be mad at me all you want but I ain't coming back and not loving him.
I'm losing myself....

I think I need to go to rehab.......


I don't know.. I must be crazy..