Get well soon Baby REANE CAESAR JUSAY

Glad to make you smile...

Eff YOU!

I don't know where to start this post. Should I start with the as*hole or the B*tch that started all this Drama?
So this me telling it all... my side of the story...as I rise from the flames and leaving all this drama behind, I just had to be true to myself and to everyone I know. Summa total, I was just hurting myself for trusting too much, loving too much. I just wished that you guys could see the pain in my eyes so that you'll realize how much I cared.

So what if I told you I love you..baby just don't let it go through your head and act like you own me.. I gave up my love to you but not my soul...

I could finally close this book, not end a chapter, and start a new one.

Moral
Never regret! Whether it's good, bad, wonderful, or heartbreaking, it's living at it's most real. Always learn and become stronger for what you've experienced.

Mixed Pix

I'm screwed

Because of the drama i've had this week, i forgot to go to someone's party. I'm stupid, I know.

Hisoler Beach Resort with My B*atch Cozin

I don't have words for this. Just be here if you can Afford

A Date With My Betch SESTER and B!

Have you ever got that feelin when you are so down and you just wanna go out and be absolutely stupid and you don't even care? Yes this is one of those days. I texted my betch sester and told her if she wanna kick it and you know she's the easiest prey when it comes to eating, she gladly came and we ended up watching a movie. We ate a lot of things and don't care what will happen coz I'll always be pretty with or without my fats. I don't know about her though.

In this life, I don't care where I go and whose going with me, as long as I have amazing people walking and laughing at all the drama that I've caused. Im good!

It Will Be Better- I KNOW

I didn't know that friends have the capacity to contribute in tearing my world apart. I've never been broken like this.


It's hard to wake up knowing that you are ignoring someone not because you hate them but because they are ignoring you for no apparent reason. I know life is complex and this had pushed things over the edge.



In my 20 years of existence, I've come to realize that life and love could hurt you and even bore you. Sometimes it will make you numb and apathetic in ways you could never imagine.


I know one day, things will be better. The sun will shine, Definitely. I just don't know when

Unfriend

I had this habit of deleting someone into my life when I'm mad at them. I'm a spoiled brat. I wish it was as easy as deleting someone on facebook, in real life. Its hard.


I'm not a psychiatrist to figure everything out in your life.. I'm not someone who is up for Miss Congeniality to smile all the time and be okay with everything.


Seriously, you came to me and asked for my opinion. If you couldn't handle the truth that's coming out of my mouth then go pay someone to tell you what you wanna hear. I'm done with you and your miserable life.

Same Shyet, Different Day

You probably know by now that I'm a sucker for love. I know that its such a cliche when we say to the one we love for the moment "where have you been all my life". And all the things that I do for love is unbearable. The way his image kept on running in and out of my mind when I'm doin nothing. This is bigger than Ecstasy. Well who want's to be lonely when you get old. IKR. So I decided to wait for love to come to me and never ever try to search for it.


I don't know why I post this but I'm dealin with the same shyet every single day. Thats My point

Frisbee it IS!!

Do the Math: 1+1=0

If you've been reading my blog, then by now, you are so fed up with me whining about a none existent love affair. It's a mean and vicious cycle that I don't seem to get until now.

I am putting a rest on this on love. Screw everyone around. Make their lives as miserable as the one that I have. Guess the betch is back... Finally


No more sappy post from me...

Very Thirsty??

Best Hommie

A friend is someone who would always be there. Someone you could be comfortable with in your own skin. Now we haven't seen each other for almost a year and a half but it seems as though we've only parted yesterday and still had the something that would go beyond the years. Friends will always be there despite distance and time. Thank you coz i know I've got two friends with you guys.. Si Whyne kay MIA. I miss her though..

Pink and Purple Wedding

I have talked a lot in your wedding ceremony but I never really got the chance to express how I feel. So this is     me letting it all out.

Roan I've known you since we were about 9 or 10 and we used to climb the chicos tree sa campo. Now You garutay, weve been through it all. Early on in your relationship a lot of people asked me "Will they last?" and I said, "WHO THE HELL KNOWS!". As time goes by and test this relationship it became stronger and matures into something special. Now when they asked me that same question. I will just say, LOOK AT THEM AND BE HAPPY. And if anything goes wrong. I will drag you guys down. Grab your ass, til you wish that it never happened. You know me..!!!

Healthy Mind Healthy Body

I just started my daily afternoon routine running.. I invited my betch sester to Jog with me

Just look what she was doin after we jog..

You're a BAD influence Baby Girl

Null Hypothesis

Im still anticipating on the things to come. Sometimes i feel so optimistic to where this fake relationship would lead me. I tried to take the road less traveled but nothin was goin right. Still that same old story that's startin to unfold over and over again.


I guess my betch sester was right. I had to embrace the null hypothesis and move on with my life. I know that this is such a lonely place to be but I had to endure. I've been there a lot of times. Made me feel how dumb I was.

I guess this is me and Love.. We had issues.

Pink and Violet

3 Amazing Years, My Blog Anniversary

Today I celebrate three amazing years with my blog. Look How far I've come. Its been quite a ride I must say. I've met a lot of new friends and foes. Seen life in another perspective. Put up with a lot of bullshit but I made it through.

Its very satisfying to look back in to my life coz I know I didn't have any hesitations to do what I wanna do. To mess up and fall, it didn't bother me because I know I could stand and I know I have people I call friends.


I have also learned that the truth hurts. When It comes, it will slap you in your face that all that's left to do is accept it and lay on the bed you've made.

I have also learned that time tests people. It will make friendship grow close or apart.

And where ever life may take me, I know whose gonna go and Fight for me, No questions asked.

Random

Gibitngil Island.. Cebu's Best Kept Secret

I had a spontaneous rush with my friends today and went to Kawit Medellin. It was an hour ride from my place. When we got to the place, we decided to hop to another island they call Gibitngil or Bitngil to the Locals. So it was a matter of time to jump in to my wild side and enjoy the ride...