My Shady Crew

Thank You

Well, I am on my feet now trying to get my life back together again. Though I don't know why but I still don't want to meet new people. For a moment there, you got me thinking that meeting you was destiny. How you made me love you more and more each day was epic. We used to be so turned up and now we are growing apart.

You give me the best 6 months of my life. I know it's over now but if I were to live my past again. I wan't it to be just the way it is. Because no matter what happened, you treated me like a QUEEN but in my world you are my RULER.

Taking that Leap of Faith

One of the hardest decision in life is LETTING GO. Whether it's anger, guilt, love, loss or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go. There is no reset button in life. You can't take anything back and you can't undo anything. All of your actions had consequence and the things you say and do today will have a lasting impact on the rest of your life. You have to understand that and you have to be aware of it while making decisions. Trust your intuition. You don't need to explain or justify your feelings to anyone. At times you have to defy logic. Your decisions don't have to make sense. Making a big life change is SCARY. but you know what's Scarier? REGRETS.

Taking that leap of FAITH!

Birthday and Baby Shower

Tomorrow we will be welcoming baby no.2, and I can't be there because I am scared. 

Happy Birthday Tan. Always remember that I will always be here for you and your growing family. 

My Crew

Sometimes they could be sneaky but I love em to death

Making Decisions

Today, I made a decision. Probably the hardest I ever made. It involves every aspect of my life. As a person. As a human being. 

The Backstory:

Well, if you don't know me. I don't let anybody get close as any normal person would. I always had these walls up. Even at work. I don't consider everyone as my friend. Yes we all get along just fine but again, my walls are always up. 

There was this someone, let's just call him Gee. That's the nickname I gave him. I always have special names for my friends that Im the only one calling them. (There's Garutay, lablab, baby girl, true love, first live, baby boy) yeah Im weird like that. He calls me supervisor.

He bacame one of the people I trust, not only with my life but with my parents' as well. We hang, we laugh and we whine about life together. He was really cool and all. When something went wrong, I always go out of my way just to make sure he is okay. 

Few months went by and we were okay. It was exactly a month ago when everything went crumbling down. He shut me out of his life. We stopped everything we used to do. He dropped me off like a hot potato and pushed me into the drain. HE WALKED OUT, I was LEFT OUT. 

He even sold me out on facebook. He posted about people from work were talking about him seeing someone. I tried reaching out to him but instead he posted to mind our own business and to go to the gym. It doesn't need rocket science to figure this one out. I know it was about me. 

Just kept my distance and stay silent because I don't want to hurt him for the things that I might say. 

Last Saturday, It was my last straw. I went berserk and walked out. 

This whole thing made me question myself. It gives me self doubt. It made me question  the fact that I can't make friends (in the real sense of the word). All I understand is, I have ISSUES. All this, I blame myself to. I felt like a nutcase. 

I know we said sorry to each other. I am really sorry for the things that I have put you through. I'M SO SORRY I AM DIFFICULT. 

I would like to go back to where we were but things changed and that's just the way it is. This time I think you were wrong. YOU ARE NOT LETTING GO. You are giving up but it's okay. because this time I know where I stand. I KNOW WHERE TO GO.

Less People, Less Bullshit

Valentine's Day

The day I really don't like

Bacause I got hurt by Mike

He used to be my sunshine

But deep inside he cant be mine

1,2,3,4,5

Counting the days I have to survive

6,7,8,9,10

Then came a long Ben

He showed me things I've been missing

Everytime me and him are kissing

He told me I will be okay

Each time I got a bouquet

But that didn't last long

because everything went wrong

He broke my heart

well that's just the start.

Everyday I have to be a clown
People don't have to see me frown
But every night
I hug my pillow tight.

I know one day
in someone's arms I lay.
I'm gonna be happy
and I don't have to be sappy.


 

Facebook Brawls

I knew he was gonna put it on facebook. Social Media nowadays had become an avenue for people to express their feelings and thoughts. But spilling your own tea on facebook is another story. I was wondering whatever happened to talkin shit out and whatever happened to our friendship. I was takin aback when a workmate of mine told me that one of my very close friend posted shit about me on FB. At first, I told myself not to care but then the other side of me is saying that I SHOULD. We are friends and friends talk when there's something wrong.

How did this thing turned out to be so evil. You go preaching about GOD and spreading hate a long the way. This doesn't make sense to me.

If you really didn't care, you wouldn't wanna share. You go tellin everybody just how you feel. I am posting this because I care. I care so much to wonder what is happening to you.

I hope one day you will realize that you are hurting people that really cares about you. But for now let's just stop!

To be Honest

This is how I feel right now. I don't know why but every time I am sick, I just feel like this.

National Mourning Day

Today, we mourn for the loss of 44 heroes who died in Maguindanao. I am deeply saddened by the news. My prayers and thoughts are with the families and loved ones of these brave men. 

Friends

I have crazy Friends

Self Expression

Self expression is very important. It allows us to channel our inner feelings to people we want to heard upon. There are those people who express themselves physically like crying or laughing.

I also know people who express themselves through painting or drawing.

Some people express  through Singing and dancing.

And I express myself through writing.


No matter the medium. I personally believe that we have the right to express ourselves. Sometimes we woke up and realize that the world in front of us is nothing but a masquerade. No matter how we flash some bright lights ahead of us we still can't see the signs.

It's very important to look at ourselves and stand on our feet and stand our ground. Be you. DO YOU!

Robo Formacion Photography: Adolf and Shayne Engagement

Love is like skydiving. You can't go anywhere but fall.

-SKINNY B
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Kalandrakas x House of Brokovich: Blog Giveaway

A few days more and it's gonna be the biggest festival in the Philippines. SINULOG. In celebration I am giving away 1 shirt to 2 lucky readers. All you have to do is follow the instructions below.

1. Like House of Brokovich  and Kalandrakas on Facebook.

2. Follow me on twitter and instagram.(if you don't have one, it's so easy to create)
3. Follow Robo Formacion on twitter and.instagram
4. Post this on Facebook or tweet on twitter:

"Win a #houseofbrokovich search on http://www.kalandrakas.com

5. Comment your Name, Email, Facebook, and Twitter.

WINNERS WILL BE ANNOUNCED TUESDAY Jan 13, 2015 8pm Philippine time!


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B Day 2015

The original plan was to go to an island and party all night but unfortunately, the weather did not cooperate. So I ended up on my bed the whole day. I was really surprised to know that my friend wanted go out with me. All along she was scheming of surprising me. Thank you so much.


Since it is my birthday, please allow me to say my piece. I would like to thank my family for always being supportive with everything I do. I would like to thank my very little friends for always hanging on. I know I am very difficult but you guys see me beyond the words that goes out of my mouth and the facebook statuses that I post. Having you guys around gives me more reason for living.

Thank you guys for the experience And I love you for all the right and wrong reasons.

Happy New Year Everyone

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Goodbye 2014

Hangin with them as we bid 2014 Goodbye.

Thank you so much guys for making my 2014 worthwile

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Skydive Greater Cebu

I think I'm gonna crash one item on my bucketlist soon! So excited for this one.

For more info you may contact them at these following details.

Location

Bantayan Island Airport, Sta, Fe, Cebu, Philippines

Phone: +639238751689]

Email: [skydive_cebu@yahoo.com]

Facebook: [https://www.facebook.com/skydivegreatercebu]

Website: http://www.skydivecebu.com/

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10 People of 2014

There are those people who came into our lives and changed the way we see things. They made us better, if not the worst. I'm sorry because they are not really just 10 people but I grouped them so that they would fit into ten. 

10. Becky G. Thank you for the music. You inspire me to work hard to achieve what our heart desires. Que gusta mucho!

9. Quennie, Tiffany, Louiejay and Reane. Thank you being like my mother whenever I get dizzy from riding an ambulance. I really appreciate all the efforts.

8. People from Projects Abroad. The staff the Volunteers (past and present). You guys changed the way I see life. Thank you for all the opportunities. Thank you for that.

7. The people I work with. Past and Present. Thank you for helping me grow professionally.

6. The women of the Real. Thank you for the inspiration. You helped me realize that  as friends you can have different opinions. You can not agree with each other all the time. At the end of the day, you know that you still have each other no matter what the circumstance. To understand the differences and to treasure the similarities. That's what life is all about. Thank you Jeannie, Loni, Adrienne, Tamera and Tamar

5. Danielle Louise Sosas. Thank you for the friendship. You taught me what long distance friendship is all about.

4. Gio. Thank you for everything. You are Clyde and I am Bonnie. Dangerous!

3. Kalvin and Madix. Thank you. I don't have to say it here.

2. The crazy two. Klynt and Kajane. My siblings from another mother. Sounds clichè but that's what you are to me.

1. Dalag Family. Keepin it straight since  day 1. Remember when I told you that I love you. I really mean it. Our family is growing by the minute.

Thank you guys for giving me the best 2014 has to offer. I love you all.

Here's the lowdown from 2013, 2012 and 2011.See how my life has been from then to now!

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One Good Deed

Leane, Freya, Jakob and Duncan (Volunteers of Projects Abroad) went to the hospital and gave gifts to the patients. While doing it, they were singing  christmas carols. One good deed to last a lifetime. I will miss these guys when they go home!

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Not on the Naughty List

I thought I was on the Naughty List but look at this gifts! No matter what is inside, when I see a gift, it just perk me up inside. Thank you so much guys. I hope you liked my gifts too.


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