I know I've said that the last time that I've fallen would be the final last one but boy, here I go again. So I've met this guy from a basketball tournament. He was the tallest and for me the cutest. Just a snap, I liked him like no other man I've liked before. I knew then on that If I felt this way I'd go all the way. Give in all the way. Act like a total moron in front of every people I know. Well this is me I don't give a damn to what people say as long as I'm happy.
Like any other flings that I had before. It was one sided and short lived. I don't know if the words that I've said scared him away or hurt him in any way but I know for sure, he'll hate me forever. Maybe he's prepared for this but I hadn't.
Now I'm so down coz nothin in my life is going right. It was just meant to be a summer fling. Something inside me went wrong and hurt me all the way. I've got this crazy feeling deep inside that I'm gonna be like this for a long time and my heart can't rest til then.
Cebuano All the Way: Frankenstee Clothing Co.
Saturday, May 07, 2011
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BB: Beautifully Broken
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
I'd like to think that I was created for a special purpose. To spread the good news? Nah, that's not my thing. I wont fit. Im no cookie cutter. I'm your one stop all you got store.
But lately I was lost, my heart dont seem to agree with my mind. I was battling an inner demon I just can't seem to win. I badly need an army just to get even with my thoughts or it will get the best of me.
I never called them out but they were there for me. Suddenly I could stand up from being tangled beat up on the sidelines. Now Im running my own freakshow minus the drama. Thank you guys for being with me. It's amazing how your silence ease up all the pain I feel inside.
But lately I was lost, my heart dont seem to agree with my mind. I was battling an inner demon I just can't seem to win. I badly need an army just to get even with my thoughts or it will get the best of me.
I never called them out but they were there for me. Suddenly I could stand up from being tangled beat up on the sidelines. Now Im running my own freakshow minus the drama. Thank you guys for being with me. It's amazing how your silence ease up all the pain I feel inside.
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Drama
One Night Only
Sunday, April 17, 2011
I was really bored one night.. it wasn't a holiday and there's nothin to celebrate.. as always... so i decided to hover around town and landed on a bar....
The Mission was easy... Just to get Drunk and get wasted!!!!
The Mission was easy... Just to get Drunk and get wasted!!!!
We didn't just create empty bottles of beer but we created memories, i know this people were screwed coz of the pictures I took but damn I was feeling tipsy too. We took too many shots but we never broke the law. It was pure clean fun. As expected I don't remember anything the following day if it weren't for this pics...
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Party
My Sky Experience
Monday, April 11, 2011
Thank You Dr. Pamela Tionson Dela Cruz for giving me the opportunity to do this...Gives me one hell of a night...
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TraveLOG
LL: Lorre Lately
Monday, March 28, 2011
Lately I've lost every single memory of happiness in my mind. I was so dejected with what's happening with my life. I blamed this to AGE and CHOLESTEROL. I am always easily irritated and had violent tendencies towards myself. This really scared me. I wasn't like this before.
So I went out of my usual day to day routine and hang out with my friends... But to no avail they couldn't make it. That made me furious even more. I scoured the town for some people to hang out with. And I found my friend's prodigee.
People Meet The BAGETS
Hangin out with them made me see a new perspective in life. They made me realize that age is just numbers we attach to ourself it doesn't mean anything except the number of years we live on earth. We only get old when we stop believing in ourselves and when we stop the thirst for new things to do. With them my heart starts to pound (and I'm not in love this time) because it is filled with excitement. They never run out of things to do.
Some say that I only hang out with them coz I ran out of people to spend time with and that they are my only option. JUST SO YOU KNOW, they are the best option I ever had.
So I went out of my usual day to day routine and hang out with my friends... But to no avail they couldn't make it. That made me furious even more. I scoured the town for some people to hang out with. And I found my friend's prodigee.
People Meet The BAGETS
Hangin out with them made me see a new perspective in life. They made me realize that age is just numbers we attach to ourself it doesn't mean anything except the number of years we live on earth. We only get old when we stop believing in ourselves and when we stop the thirst for new things to do. With them my heart starts to pound (and I'm not in love this time) because it is filled with excitement. They never run out of things to do.
Some say that I only hang out with them coz I ran out of people to spend time with and that they are my only option. JUST SO YOU KNOW, they are the best option I ever had.
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