All Smile

Just shake off every problems you had and lead a happy life. At some point you have to let go of people in your life. No matter how hard you try, some people doesn't wanna be in your life. You just have to be happy and contented with what you have in your plate.

Happy Birthday

First up Let me just give a big shout out to my girl APRIL KAYE RACAZA. Happy Birthday. May you have the things that you always wanted.

Happy Birthday Erin Joyce Dalag.. Thank you for being there when I am almost dying everytime I go to the city. Thank you for the love and friendship. ALWAYS

New Beginnings

I had moments when people hurt me so bad and then on top of that, they just pretend like nothing ever happened. Like I never really came and walked into their lives. I know it's lame but this is what I'm feeling right now.

I always make it a point, no matter how busy my life gets, to make time for people that are very important to me. Is it wrong to care for someone so much that you lost yourself in the process? Does everything happened for a reason, or do we have reasons for everything that happened?

I am very disappointed with myself. Sometimes I just feel like I am a "SHRINK" and everyone who came to me is my "NUTCASE". Once they are back on track again, they just  leave me with no apparent reason. It's always like this. Same case over and over again. Maybe because I trust people so quickly. I am so quick to label them as "MY FRIENDS" when in fact I barely even know them.

I know everything happens for a reason, people come and go. I am just happy that there are those people who came into my life, never said anything, no false promises and yet they never left me. They never give up on my no matter what bullshit I have. And I've been counting them, I just happen to have 15.

So I'm putting my walls back up. Bringing back my reigns of control. Taking my life back to where it was before. Bringing my B*tch face back. The next time someone came in to me. I wont be easy!.

Third Summer Shindig: Capitan Cillo with Olive

Second Summer Shindig: Guiwanon Cold Spring with My Ceniza Family

Speak

Lonely OLD FAG

I wish people would just learn how to say no instead of avoiding giving an answer. I can deal with disappointment, I can't deal with bullshit.

First Summer Shindig: San Remigio Beach Club

Klynt, Me, and Kajane

Cleaning up my Closet

As I was cleaning my closet today I found my old high school yearbook, I opened it and walked through memory lane. As I scan the pages, 2 pieces of paper fell on the floor. One was my letter to my mother which I never had the courage to give to her. It was written probably 7 years ago, my freshmen year in college.

My High School Yearbook and it's upside down

my letter to my mother

I know I have a bad penmanship. So I typed it for you.

Dear Mama, 

Let me start by saying I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I didn't turn out to be exactly the way you want me to be. I'm sorry if I failed your expectations. 

I tried but I feel like I don't belong. I tried to fit in but I only turned out to be a misfit. I'm Bad.

I had a rough year and thank you for not giving up on me.

I love you

Lorre.

My Mama's reply.. mas bati siya'g agi nako ha..

Dear Lorre,

What are you thinking? You are everything we could only hope for. You are exceeding our expectations. You should never try to fit in. you are different from other kids. We know it all along. Don't feel sorry for what you are. We are so proud of what you are and what you are becoming.

Love you always,

Mama

You know how things are in college. When things get boring in class. I used to scribble on my notebook or any piece of paper that I could get to hold. This is one of those scribbles. I don't know how and I don't know when she wrote her reply. What bugles me is how did she know about my letter. My yearbook was just sitting in my closet since the day I got it. NAKAKAHIYA NA!!!But still.. I LOVE YOU MOM!!!

Congratulations Graduates of 2013

It's time to of year again when people bid goodbye to High School or College, I was just wondering if it's just me or does everybody felt that when we are still in school we couldn't wait to graduate, but when we have graduated all we wanna do is go back to school. Kids believe me, it's a trap. All you think of when you graduate is your job, bills, your responsibilities and more bills.

School is a road with lots of twist and turns, not to mention a whole lot of love drama. This is the part of our lives where we learn who we are and know what we wanna be. The time where we experiment to know our limits. Slowly but surely, we take that road to maturity. Sometimes we take on life not knowing, not really sure of everything because in the end of this chapter we all go out with that thought that we knew, and we are ready to take on the world.

I used to remember this, "WAY CLASS UNYANG HAPON KAY MAG MISA". and those words would bring smile to our faces. Funny how when we graduate and when school is out forever that would bring tears to our eyes.

All that words would lead to me, wishing everyone the best of everything... WAY TO GO GRADUATES OF 2013.

Robo Formacion Photography: Francis and Cindy Wedding

The best thing in life is having a loving partner in your life who won't walk away in your darkest moments and loves you exclusively.                                            
                                                                                                                           - Reina Jusay