Graduation!

It's that time of year again where people end a chapter in his life and start a new one....


Just Wanna Give a Big Shout out to my Hommies... You made me Proud and you made your mama Prouder

Words Better Off Unspoken But Done

After 5 minutes of soul searching, I came up with words that would mean a lot if it is unspoken but it should be showed. Things would be different and a lot better if we do this.


1. Love
2. Care
3. Concern
4. Humility(being humble)

These words would mean so much if we show it done just by verbalizing it.


After all, Actions speaks louder than words!!!!!

Remember that...

Earth Hour

Tonight I am Electing Earth Against Global Warming. By turning off your Lights tonight you can help the cause......

Boomerang!

Earlier this week, I tried my luck on being a love expert but clearly I didn't make any sense. My friend didn't follow my advise. I was shocked when I've seen them together with her gold digging "boyfriend". I can't believe that she took another dive in the pool even though she knew that the water is shallow. The worst part was she is now ignoring me. Me and my big mouth right? I felt so left out and alone.


But even though she no longer want's to be my friend, I have no regrets for everything that I told her. I prefer to tell the truth and hurt someone than to tell a lie and make them smile.

So there's no need for a word-war coz that will make everything so cheap!!!!!!!!!!!

Vintage Picture

Love or Money?

I have a friend who is really confused about a guy she is currently seeing. She asked me if the Guy was really into her or is he only dating her because of her money.

For one, the guy looked so awful, he was like a picture of someone with a scarlet fever and some scars for a face. He had the thickest nerve for making my friend pay up for everything that he needs. I'm tellin you he's a complete and utter "A".

I don't want to burst her bubble just like that, but I don't want her to live a life of lies. So I said Open your eyes and see reality because there are things that we couldn't see because our heart was blocking the view. Sometimes we couldn't view things clearly because we wanted to satisfy what our heart had always crave right from the start, we refuse to accept the fact that he was just lying and we hope that he was telling the truth.


And after all this when we're all sucked up and exhausted that's when we realize that things are not going right and regret sinks in...


There's no one to blame because there's always that part of ourselves that needs to love and be loved may it be for real love or just for money.

My Doggies

Vintage Picture

This Picture was taken after our Christmas Party when I was still in Kinder Garten. Boy I was still young and naive. I could still remember some of the names.

Top: Reggie Baylon, Jeff Brian Maglasang, Micheal Jabar, Me, Al Glen Dela Rama, Mark Ayuso, Kenneth Lubon, Lord Alexander Dela Rama, The Triplets: Faith, Hope, and Charity,

Sitting: Rolly Anthony Orongan, Jay Nathan Jore, Kenneth Sotto, IDK, Liza Penagunda

Being Young Wild and Free

A lot of People have been asking me why I'm like this. They often labeled me as immature. Well they were right. It's me, I made mistakes but I learn from them. I don't live by people's expectations. I don't have any regrets with the things that I did but I regret those things that I never did. I'm not saying that I'm a good role Model. My life is not perfect.


Live your life the way you want it to be. Celebrate being Young

Enjoy!

Confessions of a Compulsive Liar

I know that living in this world is not easy. How much more if you’re gay with all the insecurities a person could possibly have. Added by having a dysfunctional family, then went from having it all to almost having nothing at all. I've been through a lot in my life. Lot's of stuffs that nobody even cared to explain because I don't understand everything that's been happening around me. I was lost and confused. That's when I got into alcohol and messed up a lot in high school. I was having a hard time trying to fit in. I tried to hang out with all types of people, bad and good. I lied, I bluffed, I exaggerated things, and I made up stories so that I could feel that I belong if they think that I'm all that. It's a madness that I can't just turn off. An addiction more potent than heroine.

And all those stuffs are haunting me now. Things got out of control and I think that I am to Blame. The People that I truly cared for are now going away. I'm dying inside. I felt so empty and hollow. I realized this when a very close friend of mine started to ignore me. He was fed up by the lame excuses that I told him. I know that I'm not the same anymore. I know I had to change.

As I enter a new chapter in my life, I have to renovate my inner self. Start anew. I can't continue living like this.

I don't want you to forgive me so that I could come out clean. I just want you to understand and maybe in the long run, slowly you'll find it in your heart to accept me.

I just want you to know that, No matter what I'll always be here for you.

So This is Me...


I'm Jan Errol P. Duazo and I'm a Liar.