Gone Gaga

Have you gone gaga over Lady Gaga? Well I have.. She got me dancing with her JUST DANCE ANTHEM and try to read her POKER FACE.
But I think PAPARAZZI is her best song.


Just click here to go to her site

Happy Mothers Day Majesty

To the one woman that you'll always have. The only girl in your life that will stand by you through everything. As long as you're with her, you know that everything will be alright.
The only one who will dodge all the bullets just for you to live.

Tomorrow, we will celebrate that special day for her.
Whatever you call her, mama, inay, mommy, mother, make her feel special and that she is appreciated.



To my MAJESTY. Happy MOTHER'S DAY.. I will always love you!

I Should Move on

These past few days I was so lost and was living in an alternate reality. I admit I've fallen In love with the Idea that I was in love. Got crazy and gone gaga over a guy who is seemingly truthful and gentle and almost unreal. At first, I thought that I was dreaming. I am dreaming wide awake. Misunderstanding everything that he does. Thinking everything was for me and putting colors to almost everything. (i am crazy i admit)

A man is for a woman and a woman is for a man.

I was taken aback by this idea. This made me realize that I had to go back to reality and I couldn't take him with me. I still love him but I get myself away from him just to save that little amount of sanity left inside my head. This is very far and out from the person that I was then. Letting go is never easy for me and to start all over again is the only option I have.

I wanna be wild and carefree like I used to.

The Sweetest Song Ever

The sweetest song I've ever heard... Superman by Brown Boy...

Loving Secretly

This is really annoying but hey this is the state I am currently on. This is like suicide, waiting for someone to love you back. Craving for his attention and time. Allowing him to swoop you off your feet by just doing nothing.

Pathetic, maybe but you can't just teach your heart to stop beating for that person. My heart had a mind on its on. You can't just control it to like someone else.


I don't even understand myself why I took this road. All I know is when he's near I feel butterflies on my stomach and I see the birds and the bees.

This topic closes this way..

Nathadel Jore

A lot of people have claimed that they know the real Nathadel and I am not claiming that I know her that much but I think I've seen enough. We became friends since forever.

People don't know that she had so many alter egos. I used to call her names depending on the type of personality that exists with in her. Some of which are CORY, POPS, SPIRITS and the Granny. Remember them NAT????

She was there for me even though I never told her that I needed her. She was like the sister that I never had. She never told me "I told You So" when I was wrong and she was there for me when my world was crushing down on me. When I was struggling with my life she was there. She's willing to put her life on hold just for me...



God bless you MADZ. I know you will pass the Board Exam like I do. Keep the faith and just Pray...

A Lesson Well Learned

Today I received a text message from a close friend.

Misunderstanding the Sweetness of a Person Might Hurt When You Thought It Was Love

This is his subtle way of reminding me that my insanity about a guy had gone too far. That I've pushed the limits and that all I've done is not worth it.

Thank you so much!

It's Official.. Im a Wedding Planner

LOL.. Just out of boredom.. I volunteered to plan for a friends wedding so hopefully tomorrow all goes smoothly...

Loving on the Rebound!!!!!!!!!!!

So here I am again. Loving someone, so easily, yeah right, but I can't help myself. He was there when I need someone to talk to. He was my shoulder to cry on. He understands why my tears are falling. He did the sweetest thing in the world. He heard the sound of my broken heart. (corny ra) He makes my world like a beautiful rhyme I just hope that he won't change track.


The Saddest part is he is straight and he doesn't know that I like him.

You could be mad at me all you want but I ain't coming back and not loving him.
I'm losing myself....

I think I need to go to rehab.......


I don't know.. I must be crazy..

Long Distance Relationship is CRAP

I used to think that when you fall in love with someone you'll never fall out of it. That when you feel that it's real, it would endure time and distance. That love will make me happy.

These past few weeks I've been away from the guy that I love and truly cared for. I thought the distance would be bridged and everything will be alright. Space had tested us so soon into this relationship. Things had changed between us. Maybe because I jumped into this relationship with my eyes closed and my heart on my hands. I took that risk without any reservations. Certainly some risks are not worth it.

You won't hear that "it's not you, it's me" line coz it was definitely him. I'm just so stupid not to figure it out. So sad that I ignored all the signs thinking that maybe it's just me and that I'm just paranoid. He's been acting strange and been so cold. I know that something was up.

Just don't go next to me and apologize, coz it's too late to do that. Baby I'm already out of the door. Thank you for ignoring me, coz that really helped me made up my mind. I know it's not gonna be easy but I'll get by.

CONCLUSION: Long Distance Relationships wont work.. I THINK....