Getting Over Is Hard to Get Over

I'm getting really paranoid about this thing. It's like you can never get any sleep at all even though you really want to but your thoughts just keeps you up. Worrying about the wrong stuffs and all crap. Made myself go from being just unhappy to being unhappier with the way my life is going through right now. Thinking about the "should haves" and the "would haves". I've been down this road 2 million times already and can't believe I'm heading that way again. Clinging unto what's left inside, but there's nothin in. It's hard when you preach about how other people should live their lives and yet I can't even get a grip with mine. It's funny when professionally I can help a person live but I'm struggling to be alive. Come on. How cruel life can be?


I know it's bananas when I would say that I had a relapse. I'm already broken but my mind keeps pounding my heart in little bits of pieces til it becomes dust. Why can't we be satisfied with what is laid on our plate? Why do we to reach over someone's platter and take a piece? Crack me up and look inside but I don't have the answers.

Would it be too much to ask if you want your old self back after you are scraped out of your juice?


These thought keeps me alive:

I'm not alone, I'm Just Single. I still got my Friends on my Back.

How Gays are Made

They say that good girls are made of sugar, spice and everything nice (powerpuff girls) but gays are made of glitter and alcohol with eyeliners on the side and something fun.


Seriously, gays are born and not made. Some people may that some guy made him gay what they don't is that they are born that way. They just don't realize it and needs a slight push for them to fully realize their potentials as GAYS.

Joe Jonas Does Single Ladies

This is really creepy..

Things Change!

It's amazing that in just a matter of days, how things can change so fast. It's out of control. In a blink of an eye, all the things that I ever wanted went out of my reach. As I look back, I couldn't imagine that things would end up this way. In the process Im loosing myself.

Things had to change..... certainly...




Seriously... I had to, for my friends, family and for myself....

Chasing Gaga

The Lady that I love is at IT again.. She Just Released the music video for my Favorite song which is PAPARAZZI. Ahhhhh and its crazy. Shes like a burning flame you can't just put off..











click here to view the video

Bogo Fiesta 2009 Bonanza

As far as I could remember, this is the most boring Fiesta Ever, in the history of Fiestas in the world. All activities never surpassed my unrealistic standards or maybe because the organizers were just contented with their mediocrity and that's annoying. Hahahaha...


But gays like me, wouldn't let you guys down. We made sure that we had fun y'all. With a lil taste of glitter, a mix of rock n roll, a splash of shimmer are the ingredients needed to create a beautiful memory.



Snapshots from the ShutterBUG

Me, Nonette "Adam Lambert", Ulmar "yads", and Lee



Hey!!!



Wait, did you just fart?? kidding...



Another Kingkong Barbie Moment....

During that night, I drunk a lot, walk a lot but I made new friends. Thank you guys.

Just Because

Just because I'm gay, It doesn't mean that I don't have feelings. well I get hurt too.
Just because I'm gay, It doesn't mean that I'm promiscuous.
Just because you said "no offense", it doesn't mean you can say anything nasty. Hello all douche does that all the time.
Just because I'm beautiful it doesn't mean that I'm perfect. I had flaws too.
Just because I made this post it doesn't mean that it had any sense.. this is just like one of those entries that will make you roll your eyes and say.. boring

Twitterized

Lately, I've joined the latest online craze, TWITTER. I'm so hooked with it. It's like an Addiction I just can't quit.

Facebook is so yesterday!

Seriously, come and join me on my twitter account.

click here

King Kong Barbie

Im getting fatter and darker which made me look like Sh*t.

Friends Don't Eff

I really shouldn't be making this post but I just have to. A lot of people had this crazy stereotype that gays can't have guys that are straight as friends. They always had this thought in their punitive mind that once a gay guy hangs out with his straight friends they always end up in bed. Have a crazy one night stand. This could be true for some people but that is so not me!

I don't have this habit of playin around with my friends, whatever, we had fun but not that way. I am not raised this way. Foolishness and sick F*ckery is so not my thing. I respect myself that's why "MY REAL FRIENDS RESPECT ME".

If you had this idea, well maybe you should "X" me out of it. You'll be disappointed.

And For what its worth....

I DONT F*CK my Friends and REAL FRIENDS DON'T F*CK!

So drop it.

P.S. Im not posting this to single out or to attack someone. but I just want you guys to stop it coz its not funny.