I Don't Do Drugs

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Nico

Eane

Sergz

Me

So I invited my friends on a late night dinner in a pub. Nothin felt as good when you are with the people you care about and people you are comfortable with. I really had fun with them until a joke was thrown at me like a meteorite.

I just found it off and out of line. I know that he never meant what he said but it got me like a knife stabbing right through my heart. It brings all the pain from the past and laid it all in front of me like all the items on sale.  All my life I had been running away from this demon but it keeps on chasing me. 

I think its about time I talk about it. Maybe by talking about it would ease up  the pain I had been hiding since I was 9. My brother was/is a drug addict. Though he seems to be sober now coz he just got out of rehab. Because of it, I blamed him for all the things that happened within our family. I blamed him because I never get to have the things they had when they were about my age. I blamed him because I felt like I was robbed off my childhood and forced to be an adult. At some point I never understand the situation. I had a very wild high school life. I was doing all the bad things just to get my parents attention. I almost got expelled. Sometimes I asked myself questions to the things that happened but I felt like the answers were not for me. I still don't know. 

I think that this is the reason why I get easily attached to people who gives me the attention and I always end up being hurt when the attention runs out. Believe me. The pain is real!

So yeah! I just wanna put it out there. I hangout with people who do drugs because they give me the attention that I want and not some other things. I DON'T DO DRUGS. I NEVER WAS. I NEVER WILL.

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It was Fun

My view

Miss Jobbawakee

Miss Shiny Faye Sepulveda and Crislie Ann Almario

Shiny Faye with some guy we met... (aw bitter)

Shiny Faye

The Prettiest Face I saw that night. (im starting to sound like im a lesbian)

The dude with two other dudes and her

Leo

Best in Lansis,, Niljun

Them

The JOLLIEST GROUP BTM 4

I was out on a stroll a few days ago to watch a local pageant. I never really had the time to watch what was going on on stage because I had so much fun frolicking on the sidelines. This kids were fun. I saw the kind of fun that I used to have inside of me. They made me realize that we had to let go of the life we had planned for ourselves to have have the life that was waiting for us to enjoy.

I kinda liked the homey kind of vibe that the crowd had. A lil laid back and a lil rowdy. They got it going on. Til next time I meet you guys! Enjoy Life.

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30 Things To Do Before I'm 30

I am in my mid-20's now. I think its about time I post something like this. Something to achieve before I get 30. So yeah. Feel free to close the tabs if you don't like the things you're reading.

1. Get my hair jacked Rihanna style.

2. Lose a lot of weight.

3. Go to Paris France to put a lock on Siene Bridge and

4. Go to Disney World with my friends.

5. Watch the sunset in Santorini, Greece.

6. Hug a Koala.

7. Learn how to surf.

8. Watch Beyonce in concert.

9. See the Maria Christina Falls.

10. Go to Sagada.

11. Walk in the Walk of Faith in China.

12. See a real Camel Toe.

13. See the Northern Lights.

14. See a Ramboutan Tree.

15. Learn to wash my own clothes. (learning)

16. Have my own clothing line.

17. Tweeted by someone Famous.

18. Have a one on one sit down with Kourtney Kardashian.

19. Get lost in Times Square.

20. Visit Baguio.

21. Ride a Hot Air Balloon.

22. Learn how to ride a Glider.

23. Become a Fire fighter.

24. Get to touch a real Cherry Blossom.

25. Have a tattoo.

26. Spend a Night in an Igloo.

27. Meet 2ne1.

28. Watch SHOWTIME live.

29. Learn how to drive a car.

30. Meet my all time favorite ELLEN DEGENERES in person.

I will be updating this from time to time and see how many things I've accomplished before I hit the big 3-0.

Happy Birthday Nico Monicit

Whats up with the pose J?

I'd like to thank you for supporting all the craziness I had in me. Thank you for the unconditional love and respect that you have given me. Ikaw jud ang nag pa uso anang "Kuya". I like that. I know that I did really stupid things in my life its just that I'd like to find out who would stay after I did it. I am happy that you did.

I'll always be here for you if you stay right here for me...

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Gettin Ready

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