Under the Bantayan Sun

I don't care if I am forever alone. All I care about is when I am in Bantayan I should get some SUN

Saturdays in Malapascua

Happy Mother's Day

My Mother, She is the definition of a super Hero, she did everything that she could just for us to have best life possible. She give up her career to focus on us. We say thank you to people for opening doors for us. We say thank you to people for giving us things but thank you doesn't go a long way when it comes to my mom. If I could be half the person that she is I would be set for life. I don't really say tender things but when I say I love you I really mean it. I love you ma

I Have Issues

Now, everybody wanna know what my facebook posts were up to. I know it got you thinking about the things that I am up to. I was caught up into a chain of emotions I shouldn't be feeling. I have been wrong before and I never really learned anything. I wore my heart on my sleeves and trust people so easily. So I let them in my life and give people the chance. I only mean well to them. I have been holding my breath and hope that when people get close enough they wont leave. That when I show them the real me they wont pack their bags. That they wont unsubscribe to all my issues. 

Maybe I should have known that people would just walk out of your life without warning. I can't believe I stayed up all night thinking of reasons why. I just have to make myself understand. 

I've been fucked up by people so many times. Seems like I don't get jaded with what this vicious cycle had been to me. 

It gives me trust issues. I can't keep on acting like nothing is wrong with my life. Everything is wrong. I am so fucked up. I am so empty so broken inside.

Sometimes I just have to fake a smile coz it's the easiest thing to do. I wonder if everything about me could be fake so nothing will be broken again. 

I wonder if people fight with all the battles I fight in my mind. I wonder when they turn off the lights will their demons go out at night? Does it also scare them to go to bed thinking about how the next day will play out?

I have finally figure out how to build walls around my emotions. I had it so high that people can't look over. I got it side to sides and keep myself in where it is safe. 

I don't want to feel anything. I have go push this feelings in and pretend that they don't exist anymore.

I have to look at people with my head held up high and eyes closed. They don't have know that deep inside I'm such a mess. 

Fuck feelings I am here to party!! 

Summer Foodgasm

The best thing about spending summer here in the Philippines is the Food. It is always unlimited. Everywhere I go there's always something to eat.

I Miss you this Summer

I know I am crazy but I miss these two. 

My Summer Crew

I'm ringing in summer with them!

Shade

I never thought I could hate someone with the same amount of passion that I loved them with...but I do.

How did I get into this position I am in. You see what you are doing to me made me have to shout it out.

You turned out to be the person you promised you would never be. Now tell me, did it make you feel better after doing it. How could you put me down while you are pulling yourself up? You made me look bad just to make yourself look good. I don't think your Jesus would approve of that. 

I don't know about this twisted game you are playing but I can play it better than you. Your mind is so weak, just a little shake and I could see you break. 

Was it me coz you had me believing all that shit that you never really mean. I must admit. You got me goin there.  

I was just wondering when you kneel in front of Jesus and look back at the things you are doing, does it make you shake even a little?

Whatever works for you, just do you and when I do me, just let me be. Stop telling me how I'm gonna be. 

I'm not gonna lie. Right now, I so fucking hate you.

Summer 102

An amazing summer adventure should be shared with friends and people you love.

Summer 101

To have an amazing summer you don't need to go far. An adventure could be just outside your doors. By that I mean it literally. 

Just grab your closest friends and put your stereo mad loud. With that right kind of mix, you are in for the time of your life.