It Will Be Better- I KNOW

Monday, September 26, 2011

I didn't know that friends have the capacity to contribute in tearing my world apart. I've never been broken like this.


It's hard to wake up knowing that you are ignoring someone not because you hate them but because they are ignoring you for no apparent reason. I know life is complex and this had pushed things over the edge.



In my 20 years of existence, I've come to realize that life and love could hurt you and even bore you. Sometimes it will make you numb and apathetic in ways you could never imagine.


I know one day, things will be better. The sun will shine, Definitely. I just don't know when

Unfriend

Saturday, September 24, 2011

I had this habit of deleting someone into my life when I'm mad at them. I'm a spoiled brat. I wish it was as easy as deleting someone on facebook, in real life. Its hard.


I'm not a psychiatrist to figure everything out in your life.. I'm not someone who is up for Miss Congeniality to smile all the time and be okay with everything.


Seriously, you came to me and asked for my opinion. If you couldn't handle the truth that's coming out of my mouth then go pay someone to tell you what you wanna hear. I'm done with you and your miserable life.

Same Shyet, Different Day

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

You probably know by now that I'm a sucker for love. I know that its such a cliche when we say to the one we love for the moment "where have you been all my life". And all the things that I do for love is unbearable. The way his image kept on running in and out of my mind when I'm doin nothing. This is bigger than Ecstasy. Well who want's to be lonely when you get old. IKR. So I decided to wait for love to come to me and never ever try to search for it.


I don't know why I post this but I'm dealin with the same shyet every single day. Thats My point

Do the Math: 1+1=0

Thursday, September 15, 2011

If you've been reading my blog, then by now, you are so fed up with me whining about a none existent love affair. It's a mean and vicious cycle that I don't seem to get until now.

I am putting a rest on this on love. Screw everyone around. Make their lives as miserable as the one that I have. Guess the betch is back... Finally


No more sappy post from me...

Very Thirsty??

Best Hommie

Thursday, August 25, 2011


A friend is someone who would always be there. Someone you could be comfortable with in your own skin. Now we haven't seen each other for almost a year and a half but it seems as though we've only parted yesterday and still had the something that would go beyond the years. Friends will always be there despite distance and time. Thank you coz i know I've got two friends with you guys.. Si Whyne kay MIA. I miss her though..





Pink and Purple Wedding

Monday, August 22, 2011

I have talked a lot in your wedding ceremony but I never really got the chance to express how I feel. So this is     me letting it all out.

Roan I've known you since we were about 9 or 10 and we used to climb the chicos tree sa campo. Now You garutay, weve been through it all. Early on in your relationship a lot of people asked me "Will they last?" and I said, "WHO THE HELL KNOWS!". As time goes by and test this relationship it became stronger and matures into something special. Now when they asked me that same question. I will just say, LOOK AT THEM AND BE HAPPY. And if anything goes wrong. I will drag you guys down. Grab your ass, til you wish that it never happened. You know me..!!!

Healthy Mind Healthy Body

I just started my daily afternoon routine running.. I invited my betch sester to Jog with me






Just look what she was doin after we jog..


You're a BAD influence Baby Girl

Null Hypothesis

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Im still anticipating on the things to come. Sometimes i feel so optimistic to where this fake relationship would lead me. I tried to take the road less traveled but nothin was goin right. Still that same old story that's startin to unfold over and over again.


I guess my betch sester was right. I had to embrace the null hypothesis and move on with my life. I know that this is such a lonely place to be but I had to endure. I've been there a lot of times. Made me feel how dumb I was.

I guess this is me and Love.. We had issues.

3 Amazing Years, My Blog Anniversary

Monday, August 08, 2011

Today I celebrate three amazing years with my blog. Look How far I've come. Its been quite a ride I must say. I've met a lot of new friends and foes. Seen life in another perspective. Put up with a lot of bullshit but I made it through.

Its very satisfying to look back in to my life coz I know I didn't have any hesitations to do what I wanna do. To mess up and fall, it didn't bother me because I know I could stand and I know I have people I call friends.


I have also learned that the truth hurts. When It comes, it will slap you in your face that all that's left to do is accept it and lay on the bed you've made.

I have also learned that time tests people. It will make friendship grow close or apart.


And where ever life may take me, I know whose gonna go and Fight for me, No questions asked.












Gibitngil Island.. Cebu's Best Kept Secret

Saturday, July 09, 2011

I had a spontaneous rush with my friends today and went to Kawit Medellin. It was an hour ride from my place. When we got to the place, we decided to hop to another island they call Gibitngil or Bitngil to the Locals. So it was a matter of time to jump in to my wild side and enjoy the ride...



This is How we ROLL!

Sunday, July 03, 2011



I don't know why Im always making the peace Sign.. but Peace Yall

Bringing out The Awesome In Me

Saturday, June 18, 2011

After a bad break up its alright to feel down and mopey.. but not for a long time. I think its about time to bring out the inner awesome in me. I've been down for so long.
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With a lil pixie dust and a dash of glitter im bringing out the rockstar in me.

Lady Gaga: Edge of Glory

Friday, June 17, 2011

Before this video gets viral.. I want every one to know that im 303th to watch this

Roll with Us.. or ROLL OUT!!!

Sunday, June 05, 2011

Its been a long time since I felt this good. I know its hard to keep up just to catch our flow but we Glow...Turn up the lights coz all we had is a phenomenal grand time and we bounce it right men....




My Twisted Sister

Tuesday, May 17, 2011



Let her radiant beauty allure you. She is my Sister. A real stunner I must say. She's living a free life with no apologies to her actions. She ain't gonna flex into anything coz she'll whoop your ass til you bleed no more.

Don't be fooled with her tank tops and her girly ways coz she's not a flower, she stings. Once you're with her there's no goin back. She'll make you tell your friends how you made it that high.

I felt that I've known her in my other life coz I think we had this crazy connection beyond the age we had. I'm not a mind reader but I seem to know whats in her mind.

One Hell of a Summer Fling

Sunday, May 15, 2011

I know I've said that the last time that I've fallen would be the final last one but boy, here I go again. So I've met this guy from a basketball tournament. He was the tallest and for me the cutest. Just a snap, I liked him like no other man I've liked before. I knew then on that If I felt this way I'd go all the way. Give in all the way. Act like a total moron in front of every people I know. Well this is me I don't give a damn to what people say as long as I'm happy.


Like any other flings that I had before. It was one sided and short lived. I don't know if the words that I've said scared him away or hurt him in any way but I know for sure, he'll hate me forever. Maybe he's prepared for this but I hadn't.


Now I'm so down coz nothin in my life is going right. It was just meant to be a summer fling. Something inside me went wrong and hurt me all the way. I've got this crazy feeling deep inside that I'm gonna be like this for a long time and my heart can't rest til then.

Meeting Everybody Halfway

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

One for the Paper, two for the money, three for my honey.