Pre Valentine Dramz

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

There was this guy from my hometown that I really love. I swear.. Way back in my elementary days to my High School years. I know that it’s not right, it’s not even normal, I think. So I suppressed it. I left the town right before My Senior Year in High School just to close the doors of the past. I still come back every once in a while for a day or two, so that there would be no chance of seeing him. And it has been Six years since then.

I thought I was over him, so I decided to go back and stayed longer than I used to. It’s been 3 weeks and we've been seeing each other, hangout, eat out together. I know that I was over him. Well I thought I knew. We've talked about things and catch up on each other. Everything went well.

Till one night when we went out together. He told me that his heart was breaking. He told me everything about this girl that I really know and how she broke his heart. He cried in front of me and sob til dawn. I've never seen a guy break out like that. He said that he still needs me when he stumble and fall like what we used to. I think that it's just okay coz we're friends. She is one lucky B*tch.

What surprised me more was my heart. I don't know what to call that feeling but it hurts. I don't want to see him cry or hurt. Even though I think that his problem is not worth my time but I just can't leave him behind like that.

Right now I'm lost. I don't know where to put myself.

I'm really confused.

Am I rekindling the old flame that I’ve tried to put off or It's just a friendly PITY that I'm Feeling.

Please Help Me..


  1. if you ask my opinion (char! hahahaha) i think its just a frienly pity...


    if it's the other thing then that's okay..
    you really can't tell your heart to stop beating for someone you really really really like (LOVE?)

  2. hahaha laughing out loud! she's just so lucky!

  3. yeah.. shes so lucky.. thats very original

  4. stupid luv!!!gugmang giatay!!!