Left Out!

I bust my ass for some of my friends, to help them, to listen to them and to be there for them. I feel like I am always 2nd choice and never treated the same. Sometimes I feel like a yo yo. People let me in when the want to use me and toss me back out when they're through with me. It's making me sick. I refuse to be a toy anymore.

A friended (past tense of friend) celebrated the most important day of her life and I am left out. No invite, no call, no nothing. I considered her as a friend and it kills me to have to say that I was her friend but but anymore. I don't wanna sound like I am bitter, I am just hurt. It just show that she didn't value me as much as I valued her.

I realized that I can't force people to like me but please stop pretending that we are friends when you are in front of me. Stop judging me like you know me best.

One more thing, someone told me that they all agreed not to invite me to her wedding.. If this is true. I know the reason. I WILL OUTSHINE EVERYONE IN THE PARTY. Shame...I am bitter now, but I am better than you guys. You may have a kind, condescending and beautiful face but it covers your wicked interior. BOOYAH.

SOME FRIENDS YOU ARE!!! GOOD RIDDANCE

This is the last time that I'm gonna talk about this. Case closed. Mind set!


TRUTH
1. She was never a friend from the start.
2. They were all plastic.
3. I don't have friends.

Baby Xylemreyn Jusay Dalag

This Used to be My Playground: Bogo Central School 1

Back then, my curfew was lightning bugs. My parents didn't call my cell, they yelled my name. I played outside, not online. If I didn't eat what mom cooked, I didn't eat. Drama was about someone who had the most crayons. The biggest threat anyone could make was "I'm telling your mama" . And lastly you are the coolest chick if you had a Barbie with Bendable legs.


I MISS THOSE DAYS. DON'T CHA?

Random Thought of the Week

Black Saturday

stolen shots are much better than poser photographs

As we step outside people had to cover their eyes for the things that's about to happen. You might be fooled by the way we look and how we dress but just so you know we just want to have fun. No matter how you try to figure out how we roll, you just can't. These are the reasons that keep you up at night. 

And ONE more thing. MY LONELINESS AIN'T KILLIN ME NO MORE!!!

Varsity Jacket!

Get Well the SOONEST Babe: Ernest John Dalag

Last night, as I was about to go on duty, my friend called me that he is having an asthma attack. So I jumped out of bed before panic could sink in to my mind. I rushed to the hospital before him to set up everything. Just when he was nearing the emergency room, I was taken aback by the way he looked and paused for a while. I  had to stop the tears from falling down my cheeks, I gotta be strong for him and Megan. He was diaphoretic, like sweat is flowing like a river from his face and whole body. His nail beds was cyanotic. I know that if we missed a second, we could have lost him. Emergency medications was given to him but his body was responding slowly. We decided to rush him to the city. I went home, took a bath and let the tears fall freely.


I know that God had been calling his angels before Dec. 12, 2012 but not this time babe. Dungan ta ai.. I know your a Bad boy.. Get well soon!

OHH Life!

Life is too ironic to fully understand. It takes sadness to know what happiness is. Noise to appreciate silence. And absence to value presence.

Tripping!

It was Monday and raining. Since I can't go out, I raped my Laptop and Edited my Photos.

Tassel Worth the Hassle

One Chapter ended and you are about to start another. Congratulations my Dear Sister Riza Mariz de Lugar