A Journey To Real Life

A Brand New Year= A Brand New Life

I take it that everyone wants to start anew every year but we all know that, it doesn't happen overnight. All of us might get frustrated coz in the end of the first month we end up breaking each one of our aspirations. So save up that pocketful of dreams and pick up one dream at a time. Take those baby steps slowly but surely. Find the thing that really inspire you. Sooner you'll find out that each dream had its space in time for you.


And if you still end with a broken heart that you can't seem to mend. Have your friends pick up the pieces for you.

Focus on the things that really mattered. And Don't slack.!

Aint Doin Too Much

These past few weeks I haven't done any major things or any life altering events... No drama, no fights just drugs.... Kidding about the drugs....

Ok ok.. So there was this guy that I know way back in high school and his name is Eric.Wait.. Im not really in to him okay.. Im just playin with him..... hahahahaha.....I love cuddlin with him... Is there anything wring with cuddlin?

Postcards

Have you heard this song??




Postcard By Jordin Sparks...

So what!

So what If I told you that I love you. So what If I mean everything I said... It doesn't mean that you own me now.. It doesn't give you the right to put everything in me down. It doesn't give every right to use me..

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I don't know what's going on with me right now. I'm confused with everything I do. I know that I had to quit soon coz no matter how hard I try to fight it will all be a waste. This song gives new meaning to my life....




Thank You Adele... Keep Inspiring other people like the way you Inspired me...


WHOA!!!! I just got a lot of response from this post from my close friends. They're askin me what I'm going through right now. Im not yet ready to tell it all but don't worry guys I'll come around and tell y'all.

Blood Letting: a Near Death Experience

So this is the story, a true story. We are asked to donate a bag of our blood a few weeks back. Being the over eager and adventurous that I am, I donated a bag.

Just when the procedure ended, I started to panic. I've got shivers down my spine and i thought that my life was about to end. I felt like I am about to collapse but what the heck. I had to feel what I'm about to feel.

Please Don't scared to donate your blood.
Coz your blood can save lives

Run This Town

"Life is a Game but It's not Fair, I Break the Rules so I don't Care. So I keep doin my on Thing, Walking Tall against the Rain. Victory's within the Mile, Almost there Don't give up now. Only thing that's on my Mind, is whose gonna run this Town Tonight" Rihanna, Run this Town

Don't worry about a thing RIRI, I'll RUN this town TONIGHT!

King Kong Barbie

Im getting fatter and darker which made me look like Sh*t.

HAppy Fiesta Sa Amo

It was April 25 , 2009 when the click hits 9 everybody had fallen in line for that one big happy party. Everybody was crunk and rowdy but its ok... ahhh My rhyming skills sucks...


Well anyways here are some pics with my fat ass.

Thought I was in Disco Heaven but this looks like a Disco Inferno!

Discoral Ni!!!!!!

I love you soo much bebs!!!!!! hahahah


Pa.Lo.od2 ni xa pero nahan ni xa sa personal.. this is emay btw.


With Kevin Sam


Latika and Kevin Sam


The Animal In the Party!!!!!


Wall Flowers

Thank you!!!!!!!

Getting to Know Myself All Over Again

I thought I already knew myself..but I was wrong. Times tested me to my limits and had me on my knees and beg for mercy. I thought that I'm not capable of loving someone. Though it's so yesterday but that experience made me what I am today. A better, different, brand new, bitchier if that's a word and tougher than Yesterday.


I realized that change is constant and we can't be that same person that we were yesterday. We had to move forward and we should work for it. Work to make ourselves better so that we can be at our best..And certainly I will put a whole new meaning to the words bitch and backstabbing.. I'll make sure of that...

Thanks for keeping up with me when I was so crunky and Irrate.. I appreciate that.. Please stay!...

A Lesson Well Learned

Today I received a text message from a close friend.

Misunderstanding the Sweetness of a Person Might Hurt When You Thought It Was Love

This is his subtle way of reminding me that my insanity about a guy had gone too far. That I've pushed the limits and that all I've done is not worth it.

Thank you so much!

OATH TAKING CEREMONY

The Day I became a FULL PLEDGE NURSE. It was the most amazing feeling in world.

With Jermaine and Kreole...



With Mario, Eric, Jermaine, and Londres....

My Doggies

Vintage Picture

This Picture was taken after our Christmas Party when I was still in Kinder Garten. Boy I was still young and naive. I could still remember some of the names.

Top: Reggie Baylon, Jeff Brian Maglasang, Micheal Jabar, Me, Al Glen Dela Rama, Mark Ayuso, Kenneth Lubon, Lord Alexander Dela Rama, The Triplets: Faith, Hope, and Charity,

Sitting: Rolly Anthony Orongan, Jay Nathan Jore, Kenneth Sotto, IDK, Liza Penagunda

Pre Valentine Dramz

There was this guy from my hometown that I really love. I swear.. Way back in my elementary days to my High School years. I know that it’s not right, it’s not even normal, I think. So I suppressed it. I left the town right before My Senior Year in High School just to close the doors of the past. I still come back every once in a while for a day or two, so that there would be no chance of seeing him. And it has been Six years since then.

I thought I was over him, so I decided to go back and stayed longer than I used to. It’s been 3 weeks and we've been seeing each other, hangout, eat out together. I know that I was over him. Well I thought I knew. We've talked about things and catch up on each other. Everything went well.

Till one night when we went out together. He told me that his heart was breaking. He told me everything about this girl that I really know and how she broke his heart. He cried in front of me and sob til dawn. I've never seen a guy break out like that. He said that he still needs me when he stumble and fall like what we used to. I think that it's just okay coz we're friends. She is one lucky B*tch.

What surprised me more was my heart. I don't know what to call that feeling but it hurts. I don't want to see him cry or hurt. Even though I think that his problem is not worth my time but I just can't leave him behind like that.

Right now I'm lost. I don't know where to put myself.


I'm really confused.



Am I rekindling the old flame that I’ve tried to put off or It's just a friendly PITY that I'm Feeling.


Please Help Me..

things i dont understand about my mom

1. why does she have to nag before giving me money. its really irritating to my ears every time she does that. and its a total waste of time because after all the nagging she's gonna give it anyway so why nag??

2. why do i have to ask permission everytime i go out. look im already 21 and im still not allowed to go out at night on saturdays.. look mom im the only 21 years old gay virgin these days.. and that sucks...this is why sneaking out existed and i love it... the fear of getting caught makes the partying all worth it..

3. Every time i confide a secret at her and uses it against me. like its not fair coz everytime i tell her something that she's not allowed to tell she'll use that to blackmail me... so mom watch out imma blackmail u too... in time

4. why am i not allowed to be late when she is always 30 minutes late everytime we see each other. this is really unfair because she hates it everytime i made her wait but when im late its another long nagging time...

5. All she does best is worrying. she worries all the time . every minute every day she checks up on me and asks if i have eaten or not. and tells me not to go home late.. blah blah blah.. aw that sucks right.


Look i don't really hate my mom... these are the things i actually love about her...


ttys
lorre

My DAY

Just got a year older and it makes me wonder why we had to grow old when its our birthday. Wish it was Just a Happy day and not worry about being a year older...

OK I'm twenty something and I'm worried about what's gonna happen to my life now. Thinking about responsibilities and maturity scares the bones out of me...

My Birthday thoughts

1. I definitely need a love life. The one who would love me like I love him.
2. I need to start looking for a day job...
3. For some reasons I felt like I'm so Empty Inside, but don't try to fix me, I'm not broken.
4. Many People asked me why I spell b*tch like betch. Well Hello, Bisaya version kaya na.. and I'm not stupid. I also use that word not in an offensive or cursing kind of way and for me it means HOTTIE, or, awesome and so on...


So thats it...

TTYS
BYE

My NEW Year's Resolution

As a New Year Tradition, people makes a list of stuffs they want to accomplish for the rest of the year.. Well here's mine a brief and simple statement that says a lot about me...



MORE HAIR, LESS FAT.


and that's it...


Coz the crazy things I'll do to get that, might just surprise you...


TTYS

Bye

Happy New Year

Guys this is it.. 2008 was a great year and you guys made it much more colorful. All the hardcore drama and the laughing frenzy made it worth the while. The rehab, the board exam, the weddings and the parties were the highlight of the year 2008.

Hope 2009 will rock with love, progress and blessings.

TTYS
Bye