All or Nothing

You don't need to be crazy to be my friend, but it sure makes the journey a lot more fun! We may act like we are on crack but it just comes naturally like that. The #RIDEORDIE kind.

Pre-Valentine Dramz: Remix

It felt like 2010 all over again, where I felt like shyet. Come on what did I miss the last time? How did I let someone treat me like this again. I thought we are friends.

I know we are over before this all happened but grrrrr. I guess I wasn't really over you. So here I am feeling mopey and miserable on the corner. I felt like a total loser for even posting this.

So this is my happily never after. A love I kept inside of me for so long. I know I deserve this for never learning anything from the past. I deserve every teardrop that falls tonight coz tomorrow I know I'll be alright and things will turn out right.

Happy Birthday Maureen Faye Limalima

Let me give a big birthday shoutout to my girl Maureen. I know girls your age wished to have the flashiest things. Your parents may not give you all of the material things that your friends have but I know for sure that they are giving you the attention, the love and care a hundred and ten percent more compared to your friend's parents.

Focus on your studies. There are a lot of time for strolling and friends when you graduate. Enjoy your day.

B-DAY

I know, I'm old. Thank you guys!

People of my Year 2013

In this life, we don't have an easy road to lead but alternative routes are always available when you feel that you are lost. All you have to do is choose the right way and enjoy the ride. So glad I had these people I could take that journey with.

10. My Girls- They are my homegirls. Where ever life may take me.. These two will always be special to me. Thank you!

9. Angels in Green- The nicest people I've met in my whole life. Thank you for coming. It all made a difference.

8. Rita Ora- Your music inspires me to be a better person and still do my own thing on the side. I love you.. Keep making great music.

7. My crew from AYAW BUTANGI OG FEELINGS- We are the inspiration. We made the difference.

6. Olive- No matter how twisted your mind is. I'll always be here for you... I-uli na ta imong Iphone aron akong magamit..

5. Irene and Ilyn- Thank you for always holding my back esp. when everybody said I wasn't anything and you guys had always been there for me. Even when I had nothing you guys were there to share and be my everything.

4. Blanche- Even in the darkest clouds, the sun shines so bright. I'm always here for you and I have your best interest at heart.

3. Reina, Roan and Reyn- ALWAYS AND FOREVER

2. Kalvin and Madix- Thank you for looking out my back. I got you. I feel you guys. The Boyfriends I can't break up with. You guys will always be in my heart.

1. Thank you for sharing with me the BEST SUMMER I HAD. Summer 2013. Kahibaw na mo sa akong isulti. I love you.

My mom told me never to forget to thank GOD because He had always given me great people in my life. I felt like I am blessed because my FAMILY became my FRIENDS and my FRIENDS became my FAMILY.

There's Something About Ian

In this world where it's all a masquerade, It's hard to find someone so real and someone who laid all his dirty laundry in the table. At first I find it very cocky. Then I realized that we all had a past we are not proud of, a past that keeps on haunting our present lives. I admired his courage for owning up and taking responsibilities for the things he did. Things change. People change. Some people find it hard to accept. With that I put all my trust to him. Even my life.

Fakers Gonna Fake, Haters Gonna Hate

There was this girl I thought I knew so well, I didn't just consider her as a sister coz for me, she is my sister from another mother. She was this someone I could tell anything, all those crazy things in my head. If I had problems about boys and all my toys she was the person to go to. No matter what time of day it is I know that home is where she's at. I've known her all my life.. Well I thought I knew her so well.

Last Saturday, I asked her why she disinvited me to one of our childhood friend's birthday bash that she organized. Turned out, She intentionally disinvited me coz someone I don't talk to was there. WTF is that. So I text her that I was disappointed with what she did and posted on her facebook wall.

Well, common reaction by offenders, they turn things around made it about me and my big attitude. It was way too far out of topic, but then it all made sense to me.

Her friends never really had problems with me. It was her, she just can't handle me. I'm too much fun for her boring monochromatic life. She used to be everything, now she's just plain boring.

She told me that facebook is my only friend left. Just wanna let her know that its quiet true, but she should know too that my friends no longer lives in the Philippines and that I am the only one left here in the country. I just hope that next time before she run your mouth and talk, she should know the facts. She's a professional as what SHE claimed to be. Professionals don't jump into conclusions.

Yes I am immature and I could be really annoying but that's only to the people I am really comfortable with. Guess I had it all mixed up and I'm sorry. I'm sorry I got really comfortable with her. She had me thinking that with her I could be nobody but me. Believe me when I say that SHE'S  really good at it. I never saw it coming. I was WRONG, REALLY WRONG.

SHE stand so tall like she had won some kind of war but really I have never seen someone fall so short. Maybe SHE should just try harder. SHE asked me what is wrong with me. SHE know me too well that what ever happens to me, I'm gonna post it on my friend facebook. Please don't make this all about me. This is about HER. I hope that before goes out of the house, she read again all the text that she sent to me and see the person that she is becoming coz you know what, SHE could be worst than me. Cherios!!!

Nonette

People are asking me a lot of questions lately and I try my best to answer all of them. This one deserves to be posted here on my blog and not just an email reply. Someone asked me if I had someone I look up to and who would that be. So I said "MY PARENTS" but it's a given right? We all look up to our parents. I had to give another answer. Without any thought I said, IT'S JOSE NONETTE MEDRANO JR. People call him NETCH, Nonet(noney) but for me he is just JR.

I remember like it was yesterday, when we first met (murag manag uyab lang). It was also my first day of school as I happened to pass him by coz he was hangin out with his friends outside their classroom. He said HI and I said HI Betch. (I just made that up). Well one thing leads to another and we've been friends ever since. I also remember that he used to be CHRISTINA AGUILERA and I'm BRITNEY SPEARS (coz I'm that b*tch).

I always look up to him. He is my Gay ICON, my HERO, and my MENTOR. Everytime I had guy troubles I always think of "WHAT WOULD JR DO if he is in this situation. Every time we hang out he always have this million ways to make everybody laugh and be comfortable.

YES JR I LOOK UP TO YOU!

My Secret Weapon

Full House-TANAN MASAKITON OG OTOK

Let me present to you the HOUSE OF BROKOVICH. We could be the most difficult people you will ever know but to us, we are the most easy people to be with. It's on since we were high school. Until now we still think that we are in high school but maybe a little sober and so in control. Mess with one be prepared for the other three.

A-YO!

Let me say anything I wanna say to you through a song! It's called OATH by Cher LLoyd ft. Becky G.

Wherever you go, just always remember. That you got a home from now and forever. And if you get low, just call me whenever. THIS IS MY OATH TO YOU!

 Thank you for coming to my pre-birthday bash

 Hide your ASSET

Murag ako ang nag birthday no?

Technicolor Love Affair

I am one of those people who have seen this love mature and turned in to something so sweet they call marriage. The rain shower could not damper this two to be tied as one on the altar. I wish both the happiness and a lot of kids that you deserve. If you need me, you know where to find me. It's either sa blay or sa pantalan.

Daan Bantayan Outtakes

Just when I had enough with all the stresses life laid on my bed, I had a chance to getaway from it all. I am very happy to be in a place where all you see are people smiling on the streets. It felt like they are smiling at you because they know you. (not in a weird stalker-ish kind of way). So I got a chance to pass by the RIZAL PARK and it screams for my attention. I just had to give a lil touch of Skinny B on the manicured lawn. I promise you, No damage was done on the area.

Empire in My State of Mind

In my mind, I want to create a world where everyone could come together and be nothing but themselves. I am trying my hardest to have that . The idea is quite delusional . May seem so impossible. Only if you don't believe.

My words may always hurt you. My haters have lined up the longest line. They could just sit and stare coz it will take a while for me to notice them. F*ck the Haters. I just wanna have fun. F*ck y'all.

In this big crazy world, I am very happy that I met people that are true. I could never thank them enough for loving me for me esp. all the crazy in me. I am happy. Very happy. I know they'll be there at the end of the day. Thank you! You guys are my empire and I am the QUEEN. AMEN

Hashtag Motorboat

It's Cring2x's birthday and we can't just do nothing about it. It has been our tradition to make scrambled eggs or egg rolls on the celebrant's head. Well she can't escape that!

Very Random Weekend: Mommy's Birthday

 Candy Crush Addicts

I was gonna post this with some cheesy quotes trailing in the end but then I changed my mind. I should speak what my heart is shouting to my mind. I've been feeling so loved and appreciated by my extended family it almost feel so unreal. I couldn't thank you enough for being the person that you are. Thank you for giving me such good friends  GIGI, OLIVE KALVIN and my other brother MADIX. So good that they felt like my own family. I must have done something right in my life that I am blessed with good people to share this world with, I wished you had fun on your birthday.

Bogo City's Best Kept Secret

If I want to be alone and rebuild all my plans and dreams, I always look for a place where I could see a lot of things  but with less or no people around. So it was midsummer and I was actually feeling so low. My foot took me here. I'm so glad He tags along. Ready to turn my frown upside down! Thank you

The Usual Suspects